Daily dose of a princess life

Change

2012-01-26T21:20:00.002+02:00

Everyone of us must at least have a lil bit of the 'desire' to change. But not all of us succeed in doing so. In order to change, there are few things that we need to sacrifice. Not just that, it might breaks other people's heart (maybe?).

To avoid the latter, I try to find another solution, unfortunately, it wont work. Yeah. So how? To bare with it and be patient. Nothing can be done. Sigh. Hate to be in this situation. Moga satu hari doaku dimakbulkan. =)

Doctor

2012-01-13T12:47:00.002+02:00

Counting days/weeks/months left before i graduated from this medical school. Its a yeay? Nah. Its the real challenge out there. 6 years, so are we prepared to be a doctor? Are we brave enough to decide things on our own? Are we confident enough to prescribe medications? and of course, are we competent enough?

Looking on the previous results, most will say, no. WHY?? because u didnt score in the previous exam? No! u shouldnt take ur exam results as the parameter for ur competency. Thats not it! Seriously. Malaysian students are so exam oriented, very much. Exams are like a ticket to ur next destination. U passed, u proceed to the next stage.

U got an A, ure a genius, ure the best. Thats it? haha. This is what have been implemented among Malaysians since we were in kindergarten. Dont u think so? Ive seen few students, they have ups and downs in their exams, but in class and in real life, brilliant! MasyaAllah. hebatnya die ni.

Also they are few with good results, but in the class, passive, they dont even remember what have been taught in the previous years. Whats up with ur grades man? They worked hard to score good grades, but they forgot to work hard to be a good doctor with good knowledges.

But yeah, any application would require us to attach the previous exams' result. What to do. hehe.

In our final year, i can clearly see who can be a great doctor, eventhough their results were average, i wish i could have half of their brain! =)

' Untuk melahirkan individu-individu yang berjaya dalam hidup tidak hanya bergantung kepada jumlah A yang mereka kumpul ' i quoted this from a site that i accidentally found

=)

ps: saya x suka exam duduk kt belakang tu. =(

2-0-1-1

2011-12-28T21:16:00.002+02:00

Alhamdulillah. we r almost to the end of 2011. and currently in my final semester! FINAL SEMESTER!! and when we graduate from medical school, our name have just changed forever. what does that mean? BURDEN! and at that point, u shudnt make any mistake. NONE!

people learn from their mistakes. dont be afraid to make a mistake in ur medical school life cause eventually u will learn something and remember the mistake that u did in the past, so not to repeat it again. dont u think so? ;)

That is what im trying to apply in my final year. Hahaha. i know its too late, but better late than never ryte? i have never been so focused before. i admit that.. =p but now im all focused with my final year and my future.

My environment has actually affect how i think and keep me focused in everything i do. so much! and im so happy right now. Happy for what i am. I dont want to get affected or involved with things that i shudnt get involve in at the moment. No pressure is needed from anyone of u right now. =)

Few plans are coming up after i complete my studies. hopefully it will go as what i have planned (insyaAllah). countdown? nahh..maybe later =p

~nanaain

ps : mission : dont skip classes. *i wish*

Let the pictures speak for itself

2011-11-26T10:22:00.014+02:00

happy 23rd birthday, Qiqi!

happy 23rd birthday, Azreen!

the you-know-who's style =p

with love

2 celebrations compiled in one entry. Never thought the 'bluebirdthingy' can unite us together. One of the reasons why i will miss Alexandria. Thank you for everything loves.

~nanaain

ps : alhamdulillah. happy.

credit : nadia zaharah, and fari

Dhana~

2011-11-26T09:50:00.003+02:00

at dhana &joe's house

first meeting

Welcome to Egypt, Dhana. =)

ps : short.

Solution

2011-11-10T22:18:00.002+02:00

If plan A doesnt work, go for plan B.

Anticipate.

There will always be a solution for every problem.

There will always be a new way to overcome any obstacle.

Be proactive and stay positive. =)

Back

2011-11-04T21:13:00.003+02:00

Well well it has been like almost a month since my last post. For the past 3 weeks ive been busy with few things esp with our graduation ceremony which still in progress. yesterday just finished our forensic course! see..my last post was when i started the course and the next post whch im typing right now..i already ended the course. sigh.

I ddnt have much time either for fb and twitter.I would say i rarely tweet nowadays as ive been using my very very precious time wisely cause u know 'Time Management'. haha. If we fail to plan,then we plan to fail.

So now, holiday for a week! yahoo! but i dont think that it will be a 'holiday holiday', there are few things to catch up upon. =p. Happy holiday guys!

~nanaain

6th year

2011-10-10T05:25:00.002+02:00

Alhamdulillah, finally! 6th year already. well for my final year, i came back quite early compared to past past year where i skipped one week of classes for the first block. this time i arrived in alex one day later. classes started on the 8th and MY CLASS starts on the 9th. haha. one day missed. nevermind.

We started our 6th year with forensic and toxicology course(group B). Interesting!. Best! but i think its quite a lot to read in one day lecture. But yeah, what else to do? hihi.

So yeah, here i am in alexandria in my final year. and let the countdown begins =)

Good luck everyone!

~nanaain

Attachment 2

2011-09-22T16:39:00.004+02:00

Alhamdulillah..final year here i come! =D After a month of 'bertungkus lumus', got good grades for my final 5th year exam. Alhamdulillah.

It has already been almost 2 weeks since we started our attachment in PPUM (because the first 3 days we attended the BELS course). Yeay! berjaya masukkan cannula for the first time. I failed twice before, and it actually pulls my confidence down. But then i gain back my confidence as my third one was a success. ngeee..

Actually i randomly entered one of the bed (bed kot? tutup ngan langsir ape sume la tak tau nak panggil ape), that was after i left the resus room. And i saw a doctor which is not very familiar to me, was doing a procedure. I was with leyl that time, and we joined her. Right after we entered the room...

Doctor : Tolong set line. Boleh set line tak? Tahun berapa ni?
Me : Tahun lima (sengih)
Doctor : Haa, tahun lima mesti dah pandai nak set line kan? boleh kan?
Me : errr..(pandang leyl jap) Okay.

And so i did it. hahaha. gelabah2 gak la, sebab dah 2 kali tak dapat, so cam cuak tak dapat jugak..tapi kali ni mmg vein tu obvious gila, so senang kot? haha. siap boleh lak tak biasa nak guna 3 ways valve tu, melimpah2 darah. =p Hopefully next time will be a better one. Yang 2 kali tak dapat tu was on the same patient! right and left! haha. even the doctors also missed for few times, takkan la kita students nak perfect kan? so dimaafkan. heee

Another experience is buat CPR 2 kali! letih wooo, belaja dalam kelas tak sama dengan real life punya tau! mmg boleh semput jugak laa..

1st time : masa 'night shift' (ecehhh). the patient collapsed and was rushed to the hospital. Kebetulan kiterg je dekat situ, so lima2 take turn buat CPR, tapi tak berjaya, patient meninggal time tu.

2nd time : case MVA (motor vehicle accident), polytrauma.

Hmm, masa buat attachment ni, bukan belajar skills semata2 tau, doctors pun ada soal2 jugak, management, interpret ABG, interpret ECG, why this, why that. ingat boleh datang semata2 nak belajar buat mcam2 ke? heee...

Tapi time kena soal tu la boleh test sejauh mana korang ingat, sejauh mana tahap 'belajar untuk exam' kita.hahaha. Dalam exam korang result nak gempak macam mana pun, kalau tak lekat pape, mmg tak dapat laaa. U will find, not everything u have to follow the books, sometimes kan benda2 simple, jangan strict sangat. Yang penting tahu concept!

Eg : compartment syndrome. apa yang korang tau? mungkin ada orang akan jawab dekat wrist and ankle je boleh jadi. dekat joint je boleh jadi. that is what u learned. that is what written in the books! but the concept is?At first, i was thinking like a compartment syndrome is anythg to do with a space that is filled with fluid or etc that can lead to compression of the structures inside the sheath/space. (berterabur. abaikan, asalkan boleh paham =p)

The doctor asked us, what happen if a hematoma is collected after fracture femur. i was about to answer compartment syndrome, but then i thought and they said, it should be at joint. so i was ooo, ok. mcam biasa, aku ni suka cakap ikut sedap je. bantai je sume bnda. hahah. Surprisingly, the doctor's answer : compartment syndrome! Pikir2 balik, i shouldnt be so strict, some things are fact, and some are concepts.

Are we going to be a doctor who thinks like a doctor should, or a doctor who only follows the book? hmmm, think about it. Nana! jangan belajar untuk exam je! huh!

Buat mereka yang selalu rasa inferior sebab result ke apa ke macam saya, jangan give up! seriously! ingat..masa exam tu, mungkin bukan rezeki korang nak dapat soalan yang korang tau, mungkin rezeki orang lain, sebab dapat soalan yang diorang tau. kan? Tapi exam sebenar korang, in practice. Time dah kerja orang tak tanya dah result korang dapat berapa, biar la benda da lepas, tapi kalau korang hebat in practice, korang mmg paling outstanding la. heee. (message untuk diri sendiri jugak)

Poyo je aku ni. cakap mcm orang dah kerja lak. tapi ni pendapat je, selepas beberapa hari buat attachment ni, rasa la sikit2 life mase dah jd doctor nnt, cuma kurang beban skit. Banyak benda jugak nak kena improve diri sendiri ni. =)

owh kena tido. esok 8am lagi! nyte!

~nanaain

ps : sorry entry berterabur

Attachment

2011-09-17T16:40:00.003+02:00

Balik Malaysia tahun ni buat attachment akhirnya. hee. Alhamdulillah hampir selesai minggu pertama. well, i think, 5th year would be the perfect timing for attachment, cuz by that time, we've learned most of the diseases.

Agak lambat, i know, tak pe, better late than never kn? =p Anyway, permulaan yang baik la, sebb dah dapat exposure nnt mase HO mcm mane, cuz doctor2 kat situ banyak bgtau la kalau mase HO, kalau mase HO..so dah berjaga2 la jugak.

And we learned few procedures for example CBD (continuous bladder drainage), cannula insertion (havent done it yet), ecg, tgk T&S. ngeee..basically tu je la buat mase ni, ddnt get the chance to update my blog oftenly cuz jarang bukk laptop. tomorrow we re going for the night to morning shift! hehe

So hows everyone mase cuti ni? seronok? heee..utk Ajk2 graduasi, cuti, cuti jugak, kerja jangan lupa yeee! =) selamat bercuti

~nanaain

Malaysia

2011-09-03T15:23:00.004+02:00

Its been awhile since my last entry i guess. the last one was posted on 24th july. =p well, because during my elective courses i started my revision for finals, when it comes to final..i usually stop doing things other than studying, cooking and all the basic stuffs. so, i ddnt have the time to blog during the period.

Plus, my flight was right after the exam finishes, again no time to blog. As soon as i reached home, also no time to blog as i was super busy. Now only i can breathe that is after raya. haha.

Hmm..I guess raya is no fun anymore to me, im not sure why..maybe because of my age? or i spent most of my Ramadhan in egypt? i dont know. 3rd raya was my cousin's wedding in Taiping, so we went Taiping after beraya at kampung. Sadly, we ddnt raya in Kelantan, so i couldnt make it to liza's and bob's reception. =(

Anyway, i would like to wish all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN for all my wrong doings.

with cousin

bloodline

my family

Elective

2011-07-24T17:31:00.002+02:00

We have unofficially ended our semester =p 'unofficially' because we still have our elective course for 2 weeks this semester. but never mind, since it is an elective. so, i'll treat it like an elective. haha.

Obgyn! go obgyn! at first i was happy cause its obgyn..kinda fun. but to think of it again, i am not that happy, since i desperately want to get into the ophthalmology course, I'll knock the head of those who got ophthal course and didnt go to class. hahaha. U shouldve given it to me! hahaha. *gelak jahat*

Its okay, there must be something we gain despite the loss right?

Lesson : to go through EVERYTHING!

~nanaain

5 years

2011-07-15T14:40:00.008+02:00

15th july 2011, is one of the day where 5th year girls gathered. This time was a bit different than before as it was held far away from our home sweet home and not even at Mara hostel, it was at Montazah, Mandarah. That's far right?

Well, in the beginning...the idea came from some of the girls requested me to organize some bbq. So, i was like, maybe we can give a try. After few discussions with the ajks that ive chosen, we decided to do a picnic instead of bbq. and Montazah maybe suitable for some games that might need a larger space. plus, we have never organized something outdoor in Montazah.

So, i proceed with the plan. Yeah, for every activities planned, there must be some obstacles, as regard supports, timing, weather. At first, i was so afraid that the activity might not get the support from the other girls. Alhamdulillah, it went well. =)

Im so happy that it ends smoothly. Eventhough, there were some delayed, we manage to finish all the slots planned.

I would like to thank all of the girls who came today, i know its not easy to wake up early in the morning plus the location is far far away =p. thank you so much!

also to my ajks, that have helped me alot with the programs! dayah omar, azreen, fazila, hani, an, ezza, kak jojie, kak ina, atie! thank you so much. and also to those involved indirectly that i may have not mentioned above. thank you so much!

credit to : nadia zaharah (its a bit blur due to the size changes)

Hopefully all are satisfied and happy! good luck with the coming exams! =) Any suggestions or comment regarding this program or ideas for becoming program are welcomed.

~nanaain

Summer

2011-07-13T19:46:00.002+02:00

Its hot here in Egypt. if only i can go back to Malaysia during this time... unfortunately, our semester for this year will end a lil bit later than before.

I dont really like summer. =p yeahh..mostly because, i easily get migraine attack in summer. huu..my Migraine is aggravated by hot weather, and skipped meals. Plus, its dusty...wayyyy dusty compared to during winter..that i cant bare, it makes my allergy become worse.

So, most of the time in Summer i spend at home. =p

~nanaain

ps:sunblock!

Melayu

2011-07-11T19:50:00.004+02:00

Bersih? woot..sensitive betul perkataan ni lately kan. Pakai baju kuning pun boleh jadi issue. ;) Anyway, sepertimana yang kita semua tahu, Malaysia sedang hangat dengan isu Bersih2.0, katanya, bertujuan mendpatkan ketelusan dalam undian utk PRU akan dtg.

Saya tidak menyokong mahupun menentang. Cuba kalian fikir, kenapa, kita perlu ikut sesuatu yang dianjurkan oleh org bukan Melayu (bukan Islam)? Bagi saya, ianya seolah2 membuka jalan yang luas untuk mereka merampas negara kita dari penguasaan orang Melayu.

Memang, ada sesetengah pihak akan cakap, kami sokong bersih ni sebb undian tu je, bukan nya nak tolong Ambiga tu ke apa, mana ada orang Melayu nak sokong kalau tau org bukan Melayu cuba mengambil kuasa. Ya, sebab undian, tapi kenapa yakin sangat orang itu tiada agenda lain? Nampak la lemah nya melayu itu dimana.

Tak kenal siapa Ambiga? Haaa.. pergi google, ini masa nak amik tau siapa orang2 yang berkenaan dengan Bersih ni kan? Jangan dok dengar bersih2, mcam best je bersih, pergi ikut je membuta tak tau apa. Biasa la, memang macam tu pun lumrah manusia ni, ikutttt jeee..

Kita semua ni pemuda2 harapan bangsa dan negara, sudah tiba masanya untuk kita buka minda dan cakna setiap apa yang berlaku di negara kita. . Politik kotor habis. Video itu, video ini, corruption sana sini. Itu sesama Melayu tu. Malunya laaaaa sesama Melayu pun tak boleh nak settle, kaum2 yang lain dok gelak kat kita tgk orang Melayu macam tu.

Apa yang kita boleh lakukan? sebagai pelapis negara di masa akan datang?Semuanya bermula dari sekrang, bukan tunggu 2 3 tahun lagi. Bagi saya, jika Melayu boleh bersatu bersama2 mempertahankan dan memajukan negara, pasti kita dapat menguasai negara kita tanpa ada pihak yang boleh mengambil kesempatan. dimana, kesatuan itulah yang menjadi benteng pertahanan kita.

Buka mata, Buka minda, Fikirkan apa yang boleh kita lakukan untuk memperbaiki keadaan negara kita nnt.

Melayu, Melayu, bangkitlah dari kemalasan dan kemunduran. Mahukah kita ditindas? cuba tgk yang miskin2, ramai yang melayu. kat sekolah tu, yang duk kelas bawah, melayu jugak yang ramai. Melayu ni, kalau betul mereka mempunyai mentaliti yang ingin berjaya, pasti akan maju ke hadapan. Tetapi, berapa ramai yang mempunyai mentaliti sedemikian? Fikir2 kan lahh..

Saya bukan lah orang yang tahu semua benda, ini hanyalah pendapat saya daripada apa yang saya lihat. =)

~nanaain

Busy Bee

2011-07-06T22:07:00.002+02:00

Yeay! end of ENT! that means, another step towards the end of 5th year. Today, im a bit happy, not only we have already finished our midterm, but also i have found the spirit for the coming 3 semesters. May today be the start for a big change. insyaAllah. i just have to sacrifice my energy and time. WHAT EVER IT TAKES, what ever it takes. =)

I have been busy working with the graduation proposal. Hopefully it will come out perfectly as what we have planned. As this is my first time to handle such a huge event, i apologize for any inconvenience i may have caused. And i hope it will be the best for us. =)

'Setiap usaha pasti ada ganjarannya'

Vintage

2011-06-26T22:13:00.004+02:00

Last two months, i went through a page for some 'window shopping'. And caught one bag that i reallllllyyy realllly in love with. A word to describe : 'VINTAGE'. I was like, argh just forget about it. Should look for another one.

Not till yesterday, when i searched for anyone who's carrying that bag. and i found one! Claudia Schiffer! and gorgeous, gorgeous, gorgeous! I like it even more after seeing her carrying it. Like seriously, love love love. Thats all i can say. I want this one so bad!

Snaffle Bit

Claudia Schiffer =)

'snaffle bit' medium shoulder bag with hand stitching, studs application, and tassels with leather monkey fist details.

Well, i'll put this one on my wishlist. But not the frst one i guess. haha. =D. Okay lets stop. And focus on the book please! la la la.

~nanaain

ps: owh when?

Penyantun

2011-06-23T09:07:00.002+02:00

Sempena kempen WARM yang dianjurkan oleh PCI, saya akan menulis tentang satu tajuk, iaitu Penyantun. Actually, Effa dah cakap kat depan pasal tajuk ni. Anyway, Penyantun..diambil dari ayat sopan santun.

Apa itu sopan santun? Mengikut kefahaman saya, sopan santun itu membawa maksud, lemah lembut, merendah diri, saling menghormati. Itu bagi saya la, definisi sebenar, boleh refer kamus dewan ye. hee

Penyantun ini bukan sesama manusia sahaja, malah juga antara Allah SWT dan hambaNya. Secara ringkas, sesama manusia..berlemah lembut dan menghormati sesama kita, contohnya perselisihan faham antara dua orang itu boleh diselesaikan dengan cara yang berhemah, itu kan lebih baik daripada diiringi dengan kemarahan; menghormati keputusan rakan2 kita; menghormati rahsia2nya.

Bukan itu sahaja, penyantun terhadap makhluk dan ciptaan Allah yang lain, seperti binatang, dan tumbuh2an. Seperti haiwan peliharaan, jangan kita abaikan mereka, membiarkan mereka kelaparan, dan sebagainya..

Bagaimana pula Allah SWT dan hambaNya? Tidakkah salah satu Al-Asma ulHusna iaitu Nama-nama Allah SWT, adalah Al-Halim (Maha Penyantun). Al Halim membawa maksud sifat penyantun yang sempurna terhadap hambaNya termasuklah juga orang2 kafir dan fasiq, serta ahli maksiat.

Disini membawa maksud, dia menahan hukuman kepada orang2 berbuat maksiat atau zalim dengan memberi mereka tempoh untuk bertaubat, dan sekiranya mereka masih lagi belum menyedarinya, hukaman itu akan dijatuhkan. Dan mereka pasti tidak akan terlepas dari hukumanNya kali ini.

saya harap, ulasan yang sedikit ini boleh difahami, saya tiada idea nak isi apa lagi. Semoga semua mendpat sesuatu dari entri yg sedikit ni. =))

~nanaain

Review

2011-06-20T20:08:00.002+02:00

I checked my midterm marks for last semester. And i can conclude that, my finals contribute the most in my results. I didnt do very well in midterms. Then i realize that, i have to work like really really really hard to get good grades. Yes, it sounds tiring, but what else i can do..to bare with the hardworking mode till the end. But that is what i did in the early preclinical years. So, lets strive for the best! =)

~nanaain

Cheat?Meniru?

2011-06-17T21:07:00.002+02:00

Harini tahun 5 ada perjumpaan di asrama mara. Sepatutnya untuk refleksi selepas dapat result, tapi memandangkan tahun 5 memperoleh 100% kelulusan, tambah la dengan majlis kesyukuran. Alhamdulillah. Terima kasih kepada yang menjayakan program tersebut.

Tertarik dengan 'cheating during the exam'. aha. Meniru? Pelajar medic pun meniru ke? Haaa, jangan ingat pelajar medic ni perfect sangat. Dalam banyak2 benda, kenapa meniru? kan lagi bagus kalau buat salah sebab tak tau daripada amik jawapan orang lain. tak ke? Masing2 dah besar, dah nak jadi doktor dah, perlu ke?

Prof mmg tak tahu, tapi Allah tahu. Memang la, semua orang happy dapat result bagus yang membanggakan. Tapi, cuba tgk balik, agak2 semua yang lulus dan cemerlang ni 100% usaha mereka ke? 100% cheat-free? Apa perasaan dierg ni eh mase dapat result yang cemerlang ni? Berseronok? G kecoh sana sini dapat excellent..padahal meniru dalam exam. Bagitau mak ayah, dapat excellent, mak ayah happy and bangga dengan anak mereka sebab dapat result bagus, mak ayah pun cerita2 dekat kawan2 mereka, anak mereka dapat result bagus.

Tak kesian ke? Tak ke rasa menipu? Bayangkan betapa kecewanya mereka nnt kalau tahu anak mereka meniru dalam peperiksaan. Mana nak letak muka? Anak belajar tinggi2 dapat result bagus, rupanya sebab meniru, kesian mak ayah. Tak payah la nak happy sangat kalau rasa diri tu tak jujur dalam exam.

Kalau nak condemn apa yang saya cakap ni, ikut suka lah. Tapi cuba pikir2 balik, smpai bila? Saya lebih rela dapat result yang sederhana daripada dapat result cemerlang sebb meniru. Malu la nak mengaku tu result sendri. Ingatlah, nak masuk tahun akhir dah. Biarlah kita sama2 mencapai keputusan yang cemerlang ini sekali lagi TANPA ADA YANG MENIRU. Saya tak boleh nak judge, result ni ada yang meniru ke tak, tapi kita sendri tahu apa yang kita buat.

Emo pulak. hahaha, tak de la, kadang2 rasa agak marah dengan orang yang meniru ni. Kalau meniru and dapat result duk diam2 tak pe lagi, tapi kalau meniru pastu celebrate 3 hari 3 malam, macam tak layak je. hahaha.

Anyway, saya menyeru rakan rakan seperjuangan batch 06/12 untuk sama2 mencapai result yang cemerlang bagi 3 semester yang terakhir ni, TANPA ADA YANG MENIRU(exam ophthal, and derma dah lepas, hmm) boleh? baru boleh celebrate 7 hari 7 malam. okay. InsyaAllah, saya mendoakan kejayaan kita bersama.

~nanaain

Invisible

2011-06-16T01:37:00.002+02:00

There are times in ur life where u just want to be invisible, or u might have been one without even want to be one.

In life, we go through the ups and downs. Yesterday, u found me very happily go to class. And the next day, u might find me staying in the bed all day long, eating chocolate, watching movies and keep the books away.

Sometimes i feel like eating, sometimes i feel like studying very hard, and sometimes i feel like i want to be alone.

I hate the pasts. Whatever pasts, that i ddnt like, i hate it. Looking forward for a better tomorrow. i wish.

~nanaain

Lunar eclipse

2011-06-15T22:01:00.002+02:00

Subhanallah.

It started around 8.22pm local time in Egypt. Thank god i could see it clearly from my balcony. The full eclipse around 9.22pm (total eclipse right now!). It feels so good having a chance to sit at the balcony and watch the moon as it slowly covered by the earth shadow.

Unfortunately, i couldnt take any photos because my camera has a problem. so sad :( nevermind as long as the memory stays in my heart. Subhanallah. Miracles of Almighty Allah, creator of the universe.

Lunar eclipse in Rejab. =)

~nanaain

Sahabat

2011-06-14T09:01:00.003+02:00

Result final semester lepas dah keluar. alhamdulillah..happy tgk result semua orang. =) tahniah batch 06/12.

Anyway, dapat result tu tak berapa penting for me haritu. Semangat yang sy dapat dari seorang kawan. yang secara tak langsung mendengar rintihan hati ni.. (ecey..) hahah. I was really happy on that day. (touched~)

Tak tahu nak cakap apa dah.. terima kasih nadiah. sangat2. =) semoga persahabatan kita kekal sampai bila2. terima kasih sangat2. Terharu tau the whole day. ngee

~nanaain

ps: habis dh..mmg x tau nk ckp ape, tp nk tulis gak. =p

Student

2011-06-09T08:52:00.002+02:00

Occupation : student.

what should a student do? : studying.

there! clearly said. i am a student. and i should study because that is my job, untill i get a new permanent job and be what i want to be, then i can loosen up my 'student' job..as u know, a doctor should continue their studying till forever. haha.

Being a student is my main thing now. i should not spend my time for anything else other than studying. but that doesnt mean have to study 24/7. what i mean is that i should focus more on my studies. i still can have fun with friends and all, but more time studying. (nerd)

i realized that, i am easily distracted by other things, example : summer. hahaha. i seriously dont know how to bare with this very hot sunny day in egypt. it takes my mood away everyday. hahah..

someone told me, till when im going to put the blame on something else? if i take the blame, then i can change, right? and everything will be good. because the problem is myself. i can control myself, but i cant control other things. how do i change them anyway? so, now no reason why i didnt study.

Conclusion : i am a student, i should study hard because if i failed, i failed to be a student. i can have my leisure time (shopping, hang out with friends) but it shouldnt outweight my time for study. along the way, i might find some obstacles, i should fight it. no reason why i couldnt. the solution is within myself. dont blame anything else for not studying, because the problem is me. if i try to do something with myself, then i will find the solution to the problem. =)

thank you to You. you know who you r.

~nanaain

ps : entry agak berterabur. who cares. haha

Komitmen

2011-05-28T22:40:00.002+02:00

Dulu masa zaman sekolah, tak suka pergi program2 kat sekolah. seboleh2 nak ponteng. tapi aktiviti sukan, x ponteng la..selalu je datang =p kelas tambahan pun malas nak pergi. Macam mana ni? Masa kat sekolah dulu, nakal nye la.. serious nakal. tapi, itu la kenangan kan. kalau kecik2 baik gila nnt tak de la kenangan masa zaman sekolah kn?

Bermulanya tahun paling nakal masa form 2. ahahaha. tak silap ada 8 orang je kot perempuan melayu dalam kelas tu, including me. 7 out of 8 mmg kamceng habis la. gang besar la dalam kelas. bila gang ada, mmg semua plan pun gerak, tambah pulak gang kelas sebelah..lagi laaaa...haha.

Sampai sini pun...sini lain skit, ponteng kelas x beringat, gang nk ponteng tak de la ramai dalam kelas (semua perempuan kott.. ehem2) haha. tapi bagus la, nk ponteng ramai2 x best, sorang2 selamat tapi selamat tak selamat cuak gak time tu, pk pk takut missed itu ini, tapi kemalasan menguasai..memang ke rumah akhirnya. haha

Dah masuk tahun 5 ni, ada kesedaran sikit la..kadang2 terpk, smpai bila la nk ignore program2 ni, nnt bile dah kerja conference sane sini..pergh, cmne tu? so, mengambil keputusan untuk berubah la skit kan.. sikit laaa..better than none kn? hahaha. semoga usaha yang sedikit ni, boleh mmbawa perubahan yang besar suatu hari nnt insyaAllah. itu je. Bye.hahaha

~nanaain

Beautiful!

2011-05-17T11:33:00.003+02:00

So our batch commitee are organizing an event. For the ladies! yess..let's be beautiful. Actually few days before each of us received an invitation with a ribbon clipped together with the card(or paper whatever), the ribbon will be like our ticket. aha. interesting.. very creative. anyway, i ddnt know what actually to write, but here are some infos on the agenda or activities. Check it out.

"On this fine day, there will be open-discussions from several fine panels, including our own dedicated colleagues (plus those of whom are entitled as housewives. hehe). So, it’s a two-way chit-chat where we get to actively participate in the conversation and clarify our thoughts. The main focus of discussion will be about remodelling ourselves, the soft skills in life.

Besides, this small event is a chance for us to get-together, when it has been way too long since all of us have been seated in one room. There’s a lot to catch up about each other’s life, so let us come and socialize.

Furthermore, it is not merely a talking day, but we will also be engaging in absurd, mind blowing-games, not like the worn out phone, poco-poco dance, hangman, nu-uh. This is completely, utterly something else, in which we are required to move about here and there joyfully (hopefully). It will be more fun than a barrel of monkeys, but this is all we can tell you, it won’t be a surprise if all is reveal now, will it?

Not to forget, foods. It is the day when we get to show off our superb culinary skills, so plenty of good foods will be served, no worries. " <--- FOOD okay.

Ure going? im definitely going to the event. lets support each other plus, when was the last gathering that we had? long time ago i believe. what r u waiting for. Lets gather again! i know, we've been busy with classes and exams, but just one day..why not? im sure u might have missed ur colleagues from the other group right? come come! =) see u there.

~nanaain

Last Day

2011-05-12T16:37:00.000+02:00

Today is our last day in ophthalmology. And of course, at the end of the round, we will have an exam. osce and mcq. i thought we are going to have only one day off before the exam. But no! actually we have almost 5 days to prepare! yeay. First paper of the semester. owh. trying not to screw up the first one. Good luck everyone!

~nanaain

Neutral

2011-05-03T22:24:00.002+02:00

Post kali ini mungkin agak berbeza dari post2 yang sebelumnya. Semakin kita mmbesar, semakin tu kita lebih kenal dan cuba lagi untuk mengenal diri sendri. Kita juga cuba memahami sekeliling kita termasuklah keluarga, rakan2 dan situasi semasa.

Macam ibu bapa kita yang hidup lebih lama dari kita, mereka tahu apa yang baik untuk kita and apa yang tidak. Macam itu jugalah kita. Masa kecik2 dulu, kerja nak memberontak, nak melawan. Biasa la budak2. =p Tapi smpai bila? Itu terpulang kepada setiap individu. Bagaimana dia cuba mengenal diri sendri dan berinteraksi dengan persekitaran. Kita sudah boleh menilai mana yang baik dan mana yang sebaliknya.

Saya mungkin seorang yang agak tidak kesah dengan orang lain sebelum ini. Bila mula mengenal dan berkawan dengan macam2 jenis orang. Mula2 agak susah, tetapi bila cuba menerima bahawa setiap orang mempunyai personaliti dan cara yang berbeza, saya mula merasakan the need to respect, accept and be universal.

Saya lebih suka berkawan dengan semua orang, kawan rapat tu mesti lah ada. Kawan rapat ni la tempat kita meluahkan perasaan, share stories dan macam2 lagi. Tapi, berkawan dengan semua orang, lebih mematangkan diri kita sebenarnya. Kerana bagi saya, itu antara proses kita cuba mengenal personaliti yang mungkin berbeza dengan kita. Dalam dunia ni, memang mcam2 jenis ragam kita boleh jumpa!

Semua orang pun dah besar skrang ni..x best la kan mcam budak2 ni..skrang isu orang2 besar okay. hehe..

Dikesempatan ini, saya menyusun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan dari hujung rambut ke hujung kaki kepada semua orang yang mungkin ada tak puas hati dengan saya directly or indirectly, or tak suka saya (hahaha..tak kan nak expect semua orang suka kita knn..haha), kalau2 ada saya terkasar bahasa mengguris perasaan secara sengaja atau tidak, mungkin ketika itu emosi menguasai, tanpa disedari telah mnyakiti kalian. saya mintak maaf seikhlasnya. kalau ada yang nak cakap privately ngn saya pun silakan. saya akhiri semuanya disini.

Kalau still ada yang x puas hati, boleh la PM saya. tapi yes, everything...for everything saya mintak maaf..dari percakapan, status FB, Ym, actions and pape lagi la. =)

Moga esok lebih baik dari hari ini buat kalian dan juga diri saya sendiri. Post ni tetiba je. tapi ini ikhlas dari hati. Sebab kita pun x ingat kadang2 kalau tersilap mana2 kan. Kalau mana yang saya silap, tolong betulkan dan ajarkan..kita sama2 dalam proses belajar.

;-)

~nanaain

p/s:mcm skema gile entry ni.

Future

2011-05-02T21:45:00.002+02:00

'i want to be a cardiothoracic surgeon.' 'i want to be a cardiologist.'

yes. that was 3 weeks ago. until i entered the ophthalmology round. what is happening here? i have no idea either. when i was in second year, i was so deeply interested in cardiology..seriously. till the day i met ophthalmology.. hahaha. not that im not interested in cardio anymore..haha.its just that i have to wait till i enter my 6th year where i will be taking cardio. then only i know which one im more in to.

reason?NO REASON. arghhh...hard to describe. i know its too early for me to decide, but i kinda afraid to accept the fact that im into ophthalmology cuz u know..eyes........owh the cobblestone, giant papillae, blepharoconjunctivitis...i just cant handle to see it. eyes are the most delicate structure of our body. u hurt them..blind! but then i think about it again, if others can do it, why cant i? ryte? just a matter of time.

whatever it is..for both, i already have the idea on how to further and where. depends on me which one to choose. for now? hahaha. i would say ophthal? aha. we'll see. =) if its the best for me, why dont just go for it ryte? ;-)

happy studying everyone!

~nanaain

Materialistic

2011-04-28T19:39:00.004+02:00

well, out of sudden this word came into my mind. So i decided to write something about it. I know there are some people who said that i am so materialistic (or materialist). what??? aha. Seriously, what makes u think that im materialistic in the first place?

First of all. define.

materialistic : concerned with material things

materialist : a person who is markedly more concerned with material things than with spiritual, intellectual, or cultural values.

i dont really get it why someone said to me like that. im not. i buy something cause i love that stuff. if it is bout the brand ure labelling me with materialistic...my answer will be, i go for quality on things that i really in to. but i still buy unbranded things if its nice and beautiful (maybe some of u dont believe it, dont care). i take care of my stuff very well especially my handbags and my watches. sometimes, i buy those bags and watches for collection..i rarely use them.. =p

i am not concerned with material things (definition), i dont care if i dont have one, its not that im going to die if i dont get what i want. some things are given by my parents. they went here and there and bought me handbags...takkan la mcm 'tak nak la.' kan? org dah belikan. parents pulakk..kn? sometimes its a reward for myself when i achieved something.

quality comes first. peace y'all. hahaha

~nanaain

Hurghada

2011-04-27T20:16:00.004+02:00

5 stars for short holiday! it was a last minute plan. we ddnt know that at the end of the week we will have 4 days holiday, since our timetable seems to be so pack that i dont even think there will be any holidays. haha. Thank god we had those 4 days free from lectures, round and whatsoever. so i went there with azreen, hani and faten.

Hurghada was amazing! I mean the activities and Red Sea of course. owh my! i just love the sea..seriously..the crystal clear salty water of the red sea really attracts me. cud even see the corals from the boat! i wish to go there again another day... =)

that's enough i think. =p anyway, i really had fun with the girls!

~nanaain

Friends

2011-04-18T19:15:00.002+02:00

AlexTweetFam... we come from different classes, different college, different gender and yeah, different points of view of course but we have something in common which u can guess it right? aha. *chirp*chirp* ;) and united by the blue bird on the net yaww.. im so happy and glad that i met them...u know who u r ;) ~nanaain

New Semester

2011-04-16T20:10:00.002+02:00

aha! at last, i got the chance to update my blog. But lately, i noticed that the internet was slow for the past few days, today as well..We officially has started our new semester! yeayyy..and that means.. 1 year and half left! I start the new semester with ophthalmology. It has been 2 days since i started ophthal, i found it somehow interesting because we're dealing with the most super sensitive organ. Still considering it =) Last semester finals was okay. not bad. 2 months stuck with books and finally free. what a relieve...hopefully i will update my blog often for this semester. =p intro and development of the eye..... ~nanaain

Egypt

2011-03-25T08:02:00.001+02:00

owh saya dah balik egypt..huu...sedihnye meninggalkan malaysia. Dah 5 tahun tak duduk dengan family, everytime balik msia, rase berat sangat nak balik egypt balik. tapi nk buat mcm mane, setahun setengah je lagi ni..baik habis kan =)

so, mmg x terupdate langsung blog ni. skrg agak busy dengan preparations for final exam next week. lagi la tak update kan.hahaha..after exam maybe? lol.

GOOD LUCK TO ALL!

~nanaain

March?

2011-03-03T20:08:00.003+02:00

March already? owh man,,that means, im going to Egypt soon...very very soon. owh my like 2 weeks left here. i cant even imagine myself having 'fun' there. urgh. nevermind. everything happen for a reason ryte? so, yeah..2 years left, and ure done! so lookin fwd for it.

ahaks. obviously i ddnt update my blog that often as i rarely sit in front of my laptop. yeah. arghh..when can i start to be rajin to update?huh...

Maysaa

2011-02-10T19:38:00.001+02:00

At last! yeay!! Thank you Mama!! Thank you. Okay. Countdown! Lalalala~

Oh Malaysia

2011-02-10T19:31:00.002+02:00

Nothing can compare the feelings to be in Malaysia. Being with my family has been the best moment i ever had especially at this time, the Egyptian crisis. Though the times may be rough, still smiling happily to be with them. And my never ending supportive parents. =)

Balik

2011-02-03T15:30:00.002+02:00

alhamdulillah, evacuation students egypt sedang dijalankan dan dijangka habis kesemuanya by jumaat. alhamdulillah. cuma ada sedikit rasa 'pelik' dengan beberapa students yg boleh kire mmg mcm2 ragam.

1. ini yang memang nk balik, bimbang akan keselamatan. exam ke, kelas ke, sume belakang cerita, yang penting, selamat dulu. mintak kerajaan malaysia lakukan sesuatu untuk bantu mereka. betul lah, bukan demonstrasi actually yg ditakutkan, apa yg mereka pikir keselamatan kerana banduan2 terlepas, or mungkin sesuatu yang tak dijangka akan berlaku. yes, alex x seteruk di cairo, tetapi pikirkan lah, ade alex, mansurah, tanta, zaqaziq cakap semuanye ok, x teruk pun. tapi yang di cairo? bukan ke ape yg kite ckp tu effect jugak dengan decision msia untuk menghantar bantuan even ke cairo? yang tergolong dlm ni bukan semua mampu untuk uruskan tiket sendri, ape yg mereka harapkn, bantuan dr msia shja.

2. yang ni yg 'exam first, no matter what' haa, yg ni yg susah sikit, sebb dierg ni boleh study lg, kedudukan rumah dierg, agak selamat. nak banding ngn saya. kwsn rumah sy tu bg sy menakutkan jugak tambahan pula, satu je rumah melayu. mmg scary la dlm keadaan banduan terlepas ni. so, org2 ni yg mungkin, alaaa..x nk balik laa...exam nk dekat (kalau ramai2 balik, boleh bncg2 psal tarikh exam, kn?) so, kdg2 bile dierg ni cmni, mostly akn ckp, sume ok je..x de pape pun jd lg..sebb dierg ckp2 cmni la yg menyebbkn kerajaan mgkin pk 2 3 kali nk hanta bantuan. bile pk balik, agaknye, bile bom dh ade sane sini sebelah rumah baru pk nk balik or mntk bntuan kot =p

3. yang memang x nk balik ' no matter what happen' hahaha. ikut korang laaaa~ duk situ diam2. hehe

tapi setelah semuanya dibncgkn, hasil desakan parents dr msia, bantuan telah dihantar ke egypt. insyaAllah semuanye akn selamat, sama2 kite doakan yee.. exam kita bncg nnt ramai2 ok. adek2 tgh cuti, sush sikit la nk focus. hahahahahahaha. =D

tulisan di atas ni mcm lebih kurang luahan perasaan la..sebb sy balik cm risau2 sal org kt egypt, mngharapkn kerajaan buat smtg..tp bile dgr2 org kate students sane kate x teruk la ape la, kerajaan kate belum mase lg...geram la jugakkk..heee..tidak ditujukan kpd sesiapa yg specific, cume kdg2 ape yg kite ckp tu mmpengaruhi keputusan org lain seterusnya, memberi effect jugak kepada pihak yg lain pula (yg meminta bantuan) ok. same2 pikirkan kebaikan bersame. =)

semoga korang semua selamat smpai msia ye rakan2. x yh la pikir exam lg., yg penting korang selamtkn diri dulu...we cant perdict what will happen next. wsalam

~nanaain

mesir

2011-02-01T19:35:00.001+02:00

pengalaman berada di mesir beberapa hari selepas bermula nya demonstrasi besar2an...main tulis je, agak x formal.maaf

28 januari - hari jumaat, demonstrasi terbesar berlaku di mesir. ini memang telah diberitahu oleh beberape penduduk sana dan seorang pemandu apabila kami menaiki teksinya sehari sebelum untuk pulang ke rumah. katanya, 'esok ade demonstrasi di depan masjid ibrahim selepas solat jumaat'. so, confirm la. hari jumaat tu jugak, bangun2 je, internet x de, hanta msg x lepas, try call, dpt lg. saya call few friends and sempat miscall my dad. tp selepas bebrapa minit, terus x dpt mmbuat panggilan. hanya yg ade fon rumah, dapat la jugak berhubung dengan rakan2 yg ade fon rumah.

29 januari - hari sabtu, internet still x boleh guna, sms pun x boleh, tapi alhamdulillah time tu fon dah boleh gune. fon kawan2 untuk dptkn updates and all. cerita2 ade kereta kene bakar, polis ditawan. malam tu, call seorang kawan ni, die ckp dlm keadaan berbisik. sy mcm, kenape ni? die kate keadaan semakin bahaya. bukan bahaye demonstrasi, tetapi bahaye penjenayah2 yg terlepas dr penjara. kes rogol, pecah masuk rumah. so, die kate, tutup semua lampu and duduk senyap2 dlm rumah. and malam tu jugak, dpt arahan berkumpul esok di beberape rumah yg terdekat.semua tidur dlm satu bilik, tidur x lena, dengar bunyi sikit terjage. pukul 130am, dengar kecoh2...tgk ke tgkp, org2 berlari ke arah jalan port said. selepas itu terdengar jeritan yg meminta pertolongan, rumah dia kene pecah masuk.huu. dalam keadaan penduduk bergilir2 jaga pun masih ade perompak yg mencuba utk melakukan jenayah,.

30 januari - hari ahad, berkumpul di rumah kawan. mase tu dh strt plan nk awalkn tiket dengan cara meminta bantuan org malaysia. masalah yg dihadapi, hari tu, hari ahad. terpaksa tggu satu hari untuk uruskan.mcm2 bincang nye, last2, malam tu revise osce neuro. menenangkn hati niii

31 januari - hari isnin, hari yg dinanti2, pukul 530 azreen kejut, ckp ade flght pukul 2pm, kene tambah rm1500. tny balik, next flight bile? 4hb. x pk pnjang, terus ok. bangun pagi mandi siap2 tarik beg keluar rumah. ke asrama mara nk amik trnsport ke airprt. alhamdulillah perjalanan ke airprt borg elarab lancar. airprt pun aman sebb lokasi yg jauh berbanding dengan airprt nozha alex. flight delay 40 minit, alhmdulillah kami smpai di msia tepat pada waktunya. walaupun di airprt ade mslh tiket, kami hanya dtg dengan sehelai kertas ade nombor2 tiket and flght number, kecoh2 system down. semua berjaya diatasi. alhmdulillah...mendoakan rakan2 di mesir semua selamat.

='( post traumatic

Fail and Giving up

2011-01-13T18:12:00.004+02:00

'Owh, i failed again in my exams...i dont want to continue anymore!'

SHOULD WE REALLY DESPAIR EVERYTIME WE GO THROUGH FAILURE? SHOULD WE?

Just imagine, if everytime u failed..u quit and start something new, then u failed again and again and again, and u give up, what will u be then? when are u going to be good at something? when are u going to be successful? what r u going to do in ur life? sit back at home and relax? doing nothing and wait for the money to come by itself?

I tell u what, u will be NOTHING.

If i fail, and i give up, i will never achieve that. never. Why failure? why did i fail? its just a sign or a message for u so that u will work harder.. and also maybe He wants to test u. its just another test that u have to go through before u can be successful. what if there is no failure? then people will simply take things easily. right?

For me, failure is just like someone envy me because i have very strong will to achieve success that they will interfere no matter how many times until i give up. so what should i do with failure? i will try to avoid them in anyways no matter what will cost me to. I watched a video on how someone which is very limited in capabilities achieving life without limits. very inspiring. so much.

I sit back, and think after watching the video. yes, if i failed, and i give up, i will never be able to do it. never! that is so true. if u failed to write, and u give up. then when can u be able to write? the moment i failed to achieve something, is not the moment that i fail because i will try again and again, but the moment i give up, is the moment where i actually have failed.

there are times in life where u feel like u have no strength to get back up, look around you, find something to help u to get back up and Of course, ur relation to god, should never be taken lightly not only when u hv failed, but all the time, put Allah in ur heart. have faith in him. insyaAllah, everything that u have worked for will be rewarded. setiap usaha pasti ada ganjarannya.

and now, ive deleted ~~'give up'~~ in my life. i will try my best. this is my promise to my mum and my dad. no matter how hard it is, i will try my very best. and if i fail, dont worry because i will try again. =)

*i miss my family so much.*

~nanaain

Netball

2011-01-03T15:41:00.003+02:00

1/1/2011...sambut new year dengan main netball di mansurah. Name team kami! Red Dragon! heee..player2 utk red dragon : me, nisa, an, kak fariez, hanun, izo n dil. 1hb tu pukul 1030 bertolak ke mansurah and sampai sane around 130. singgah di rumah fatty(my lovely sis) solat2 kejap then ke istad terus! cuak jugak laaa sebb belum start. bile dah start tu hilang lah cuak tu sikit2.

Stage grouping, Red Dragon juara group A! Overall, kami menang tempat ketiga! happy! happy! happy! though we only trained for 4 times. but yeah, kami menang tempat ketiga, berpuas hati. datang dari jauh utk main netball dan pulang membawa pingat dan hamper. sesuatu yang memuaskan. and kenangan ni sgt best!! dapat jumpa kawan2 baru, kawan2 lama.

And thanks to fatty!! sebb invite team from alex to join the tournament! thank you! next time ade lagi boleh bgtau ye. =p thanks to the pengarah, Shafiqah sebb banyak memberi info2 and update. mula2 cakap on the phone je, tak tau la cmne rupa pengarah ni. jumpe depan2..pergh. sempoi habis shafiqah ni. pengarah yg sporting! hee =)

Terima kasih semua! teammates yang sama2 berusaha mendapatkan tempat ketiga daripada 11teams yg ada. kalah sekali and seri sekali (aaa..x nk ingat!). try again next time!! dan tak lupa juga kepada supporters kami...shifa and iqa! dan team gigi taring, hypoxia. terharu ade jugak supporters. heee =) terima kasih banyak2. permulaan awal tahun yang sangat happening. =)

final game

3rd place!

~nanaain

Decided

2010-12-27T12:20:00.001+02:00

I have decided. And will try to stick to that insyaAllah. Happy with it :-)

~nanaain

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22

2010-12-24T15:03:00.003+02:00

23/12/2010 was the day when i turned 22.heee..muda lagi...heee..22 tahun dan 1 hari baru.. =) thanks semua yang celebrate skali my birthday, izzad, liza, kak fariez, hani, bob! weee..thank you! happy sangat2..sangat2..it was like one whole day. 24 hours full with happiness. thank you all!!! love u guys so much! without them, im dull. hehe.

THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

THANK YOU AGAIN. and also to those who have wished me. thank you. =)

~nanaain

Rindu

2010-12-17T21:38:00.000+02:00

Now, semua dah settle. Tinggal amik final je. And of course, haha..neuropsychiatry!

Owh rindu la rumah. Aka homesick? Kah? Haha. Tiba2 sini sejuk sangat pulak tahun ni.tu yang rasa malaysia cm sedap sikit je. Heeee..

Counting...

Counting nk final laaa... :-p hahaha

~nanaain
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Terharu

2010-12-14T21:33:00.003+02:00

uuuu..terharuu bile bace this note, which is from my ex roomate, Majdina or Dina je. =)

"[12/14/2010 8:41:19 PM] MajdinaNizam: i've just read ur blog.. Reading ur blog somehow gives me kinda positive thinking towards myself, reflecting from ur side i guess :) Kt twitter pun same! kdg2 msti bukak ur page.. tapi now ur twitter da private.. t'ingat wktu kat KKB, u're so positive.. that's why u can study abroad in medic course.. well nana, u deserve that.. hopefully success will always be urs! inshaAllah :) "

okay, serious terharu. cm balik2 kelas, read this message then i was like....speechless. hahaa..anyway, to my dear Dina, thank you so much..nothing much pun ape yg i tulis, x sangka it will somehow bring something for others.. and yeah, keep in touch okay, balik nnt kite jumpe kalau ade rezeki insyaAllah..eee..rindu!!..kirim slm to ur mum okay. owh rindu kawan2 lama!
*sobs*sobs*

~nanaain

ps : special entry for u. hehe =)

One Day

2010-12-08T20:27:00.005+02:00

7/12 was our holiday!! yahoo. Holiday and we've just finished our midterm and osce exams of pediatric.It was heavenly great! No more exams, In between rounds and Holiday = I want more! hahah

As it was a holiday, woke up in the morning feeling soooo lazy to get myself off from the bed..till i realized that i should get ready for our picnic. The plan was actually should be after zohor. But then, our chef said that the rice is still cooking..so, we delayed like 15 minutes for me and hani, as for the three of them : Liza kak Fariez n Bobho they were late..., hmm i dont know for how long.. cause they took the wrong tramco. They have taken the one which was heading to cairo.

So at 230 something like that all of us has arrived. And of course we started with our main course. haha..which was..nasi lemak! hmm..yummy. plus, there were also some other dishes pie daging, pie ubi, roti sardin, ful..i think thats all.

Then after that we played MONOPOLY!! thanks to fazila. hehe. We stopped playing around 6 and it was freeeeeeezing cold thereee...cant stand but we were so into the monopoly and then we stayed till 6. hahaha..left the place to search for a restaurant to have dinner. but, too bad...cudnt find any, so we decided to have our mat open for the 2nd time! hahaha..

Chit chat, discussing things and all...ahhh..it was great. Then we went back around 7 i think. heee..so basically that was how we spend our one-day-very-precious-holiday before we start our obgyn round. =)

while waiting

arrival (of -the foods-) haha

yummy!

the game! (kantoi ade mortgaged)haha

that's all for now

~nanaain!

kembali

2010-11-20T21:30:00.004+02:00

akhirnya! internet dah ade balik...masalah configuration rupenye...ngeheee..sepanjang cuti x de internet. bygkn.....buat ape la kt rumah kan... (ZzZzZ)

raya haji haritu...hmm..x de la meriah sgt. but it was memorable because...i spent most of the week with my bestfriends! owh how i miss that so much since we started our elective course. lepak2 atas katil and borak2 and update..so looking fwd for the next one after the exam insyaAllah.
well, how was ure raya haji?? good? hmm..sy masak kuah kacang, rendang daging hitam, nasi minyak with ayam masak merah...phewww..puas hati. walaupun mcm2 dugaan yg dihadapi.heee.rindu nak balik malaysia makan sedap2...huuuuuu. *counting days*

today, just finished my arabic course! yeay. happy. the exam? was okay. okay la. nothing much there were some parts that i ddnt really know exactly wht do they want, but yeah...tibai laa..hahaha

now tengah 2nd part of elective course. alternative medicine!!! yeay...balik awal! ngehee..dtg lambat??? doctor suke dtg lmbat! tapi boleh laaa...looking fwd for this additional subject to be much more interesting. =p

anyway..our osce and midterm are just 2 weeks to go. no time to play or sleep. dah banyak tidur time cuti...dah2 la.hehehe. hmm..teringat tadi mase before habis kelas arab, dr tu ade bg la beberape nasihat yg agak memberi semangat..x ingt sgt exactly ape die ckp, tapi ape yg die maksudkan tu, ingatla..hee
die kata, die banyak cari ilmu tambahan, and skills instead of theoritical semata. walaupun die x score A or mumtaz dalam exam die, tapi die lebih berjaya dr kawan2 die yang lain. orang yang hebat teori ni belum tentu hebat skills die.die lebih senang mendpt kerja dr kwn2 die yang hebat2 dlm exam. sebb nye die mnggunakan kelebihan language2 yg die blaja and skills of course. hmm..hahaha..cmtu la serba sedikit maksud yg ingin die smpaikan.

mendapat semngat baru lagi untuk sem ni!! selamat maju jaya rakan2. itu je la buat masa ni. habis simplify ha untuk setiap event. ngeeee. =)

my bestfriends forever.
susah senang sedih gembira bersama
*hugs*

~nanaain

Fresh

2010-11-09T21:02:00.002+02:00

Alhamdulillah! dah sihat sikit =) but now still with some cough and sore throat. Vitamin C and fruits dijadikan sebagai ubat selamanya. boleh ke kelas dengan happy2..2 days left before surgery course ends! seronok dapat belajar suture. thanks to those yang sudi menurunkan ilmu.

Tgk2 calendar. wahhh..cepatnye masa berlalu. aritu cm baru je balik. sekarang dah sebulan berlalu. Berjaya harunginya dengan tenang. Final pun rase mcm dah dekat sgt. next week raya haji dah. tak gi mana pun cuti ni. so duduk rumah dengan bestfriends baru..which are my oven and dapur!

Sy mmg suke masak. tapi x reti masak. hahaha. suke masak sebb suke makan. bile perut ngade2 nk tu nk ni...cmne? nk suh sape msak lagi kalau bukan diri sndri? hahaha. okay lah. nak kene stdy sikit2... =) good luck everyone! selamat bercutiii

~nanaain

Surgery

2010-11-01T18:59:00.003+02:00

Elective course bermula! yeay. boleh relax sikit la...1st course dpt surgery multiple trauma. 2nd course alternative medicine.

1st course dah start tapi too bad, Sy demam since the first day lagi. so x dpt menikmati lagi course surgery ni sepenuhnya. 1st day selsema teruk. so kene balik awal. balik rumah makan ubat terus tidur. 2nd day pulak, tahan lagi sebb ade kelas arab petang tu. 3rd day, badan panas x beringat..terpakse balik lepas half day, makan ubat n tidur lagi.

still sekarang pun x baik lagi. x bestnyeee..bayangkn kalau demam, sume pun blocked! x leh pikiir ape. bende senang pun cm blur. arghhh tension tul. nk wt kputusan lagi la...x leh nk pikir terus. makan lak x lalu sgt. minum oren je memanjang yg sedap. rase nk nges sebb nk course ni sangat2 ttbe je demam and menghalang diri dari terus bergerak active.

doakan saye semoga cepat sembuh ye. saye pun nak stdy mcm org lain. mmg diakui saye cepat sakit especially time winter. huuu.. rase pelik sebab elective course ni x same ngn liza...dulu pharma same2..x penah pisah lagi..ni frst time...bosannn!!! rindu liza!! same jugak hani n kak fariez. lame betul x jmpe dierg ni..kak fariez lagi laa..mcm x de hrpan nk jmpe..die neonates..punye la dekat ngn rumah diee..pk2 balik hahaha..ikatan sy dengan 4 org ni x pernah putus, walaupun x same ngn Liza, Hani, and kak Fariez..tapi same dengan..... cube teka sape lagi sorang....

BOB! hahaha.. boleh laaaa... ( bob sile belanja saye )

Korang! jom la dating2..before cuti raya haji okay? RINDU semua!

ok la...till next entry. ngeee

~nanaain

Glass

2010-10-22T20:31:00.004+02:00

'Why do we always hurt the one we love?' selalu sangat dengar this phrase. tapi tak pernah rase cm nk go through deeply. Its all about psychology. Ever wonder why?? well, i have some ideas here why and that are somewhat related to mine. heeee. Got this from my friend's blog. quote some of them.

There are things about them that annoy us terribly and never going to be able to change them. best example : kalau jenis yang tak suka mengalah. =) solution : accept them the way they are.

We wish they could make a journey inside our head and see things the way we see them, just because we think it is the right way. We simply can’t understand why they think differently and how they can miss something that seems so simple and obvious to us.

We misunderstand them because we’re not always willing to try to understand them. When we feel tired and tormented, burdened with our own faults and deficiencies, we find it difficult to deal with theirs.

We trust them and we know deep in our hearts that, no matter what we do, they won’t stop loving us. We feel safe to take our frustrations on them because we think there will be no consequences. We hurt them most of the times because they let us hurt them.

but yes, dont put these reasons as '~~why u Can hurt them~~' in anyways just because u think that one of those fits ur situation very well. for every single thing there must be one best solution. That will depends on u urself how u want to handle things. accept them the way they are is the best way.

Alhamdulillah setakat ini, i got the best out of the bunch. My glass has always been the best no mattter how many glasses that others have to offer. It's quality still on top of the list even the most expensive glass in this whole world cant even beat it uptill now. One day, i accidentally broke it. That not just once, or even twice but many times. Somehow i manage to gather the pieces back together.

Barely see the usual shape ive seen when i first got it, but yeah, still standing there in my very special cabinet. surrounded by thousand of roses. every single day i try to find the smallest piece that has lost somewhere among the roses so that i can fix it perfectly into the shape i first adore.

I wish that one day i could have it as it was before i accidentally broke it. I will take a good care of it.It is the best thing ive ever had. =)

~nanaain

Sibuk

2010-10-17T20:33:00.002+02:00

Owh sekarang dah mula phase 'membusykan' diri. heee..my first day class arab! grade 1-10..mgkin 7 kot? hahaha..sebab lapa! tak pe..still ade banyak class lg. banyak bende boleh improve.

Basically, tahun 5 ni nak banyakkan masa spend dengan menimba ilmu rather than melepak2 or makan2..hahaha..walaupun makan itu penting..x kurangkn makan2 pun kurangkan lepak2...yes. sebabnye x nk kire brp bulan minggu or hari lagi nk balik msia. so bile busy mase berlalu dengan sangat laju..

Nanti tau2 dah bulan 2. hehehe.. just want to focus on things tht i have to do first. which is blaja. my only priority at the moment. i am almost towards the end. 2 years left and hello malaysia.

Clinical classes nothing much interesting. just realized tht i have to work harder for myself. =) semoga semuanya berjalan lancar dan diberkati segala usaha ini. aminnn

~nanaain

Pediatric

2010-10-11T20:11:00.002+02:00

2nd week of pediatric class. well, all i can say is well structured. =) more organize than before. hee..waaa...i was sick for the last 2 days. werent able to go to class. terpaksa ponteng untuk sehari ye..bukan saje2. heeee

first day in egypt sangat menghomesickan...tapi sampai sekarang x cover2 lagi yg tertggal. tggal sikit lagi la. plus sick, have to leave for another one day. and plus the chapters that i have to cover by end of this week.

grown up? 5th year? cannot believe it man! for real like im in 5th year now?? still fresh in my mind how i was in my 1st year when zaman kak raudah tahun 5..cm..best nye akak nk abis dah..now?me myself in 5th year. aaaaaaa...cant wait for the number 6! work hard!!

Met few juniors in the first year last week. they were like...bestnye tahun 5...mmg best sebb nak habis dah...but the effort...urghhh..its like triple the engineering students. heee. u cant even have a day for rest and lepak2..(tp biase je..) hahaha..tapi tu la. kene maintain je study sokmo tu... =)

anyway, not too late for me to wish them welcome to alex =) study leklok yerrr

~nanaain

back

2010-10-06T04:40:00.002+02:00

back to reality. and the reality is i have another 2 years to complete my studies here in alexandria, egypt. and tht really makes me stronger to fly back to egypt yesterday. owh now i miss home so much. spending time with my family was the best thing afterall.

well, i think i shudnt type things tht show how much im kinda 'homesick' ryte now. huhhh..so yeah here i am. in alexandria again. =) will be updating like always. hahaha.. duk egypt x de bende nk buat, blogging je rr..ahhaha..

~nanaain

Selamat Hari Raya

2010-09-16T15:53:00.004+03:00

Selamat Hari Raya kepada semua!! another raya in Malaysia =) warna tema utk raya tahun ini warna brown. ngee.. this year beraya di Perak then balik Kelantan pulak.. owh bila raya menjelang, waktu untuk pulang sudah makin hampir. huuu..

Menikmati sisa sisa terakhir berada di Malaysia ni...Balik ni memang busy habis la. hahaha sampai tak update blog langsung, ckp nk update, x update2 gak.hahah.. ni dah musim raya lagi la tak duduk rumah dngan wedding invitations lagi, open houses lagi.

Hahaha and Raya lah menyebabkan saya naik 4 kg serta merta! hahaha. x yah cakap la..puasa pun makan je keja..cmne ni.hahaha. tak pe la, selagi kat malaysia, makan lah semua yang x de kt egypt nnt kan..nnt nyesal lak..heee

anyway, SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR BATIN kepada semua.. ampun maaf dipinta kalau ada salah silap mana2..terkasar bahasa, terasa hati, terngumpat ke ape ke..semoga hubungan kita sesame manusia baik sentiasa... =)

my beloved family

sisters

tak lupa juga ingin mengambil kesempatan untuk mengucapkan SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU kepada Kak tikah dan pasangannya, Ahmad Eisa , Atun dan Fadel, Saadah dan Farhan mahabot.barakallahu lakuma...wabaraka 'alaikuma...wajama'a bainakuma fi khair...ngee.. semoga kalian bahagia selalu. ameenn =) next, next. tggu~

~nanaain

Malaysia

2010-08-19T17:18:00.002+02:00

yeay! happy balik malaysia!!!

it feels so good to be at home. a period where i can put away the books for awhile.

plus balik time Ramadhan. dapat mengambil masa yang terluang ni untuk menggunakannya dengan sebaik mungkin. =)

Selamat Berpuasa dan Bercuti rakan2!

~nanaain

Ramadhan

2010-08-11T13:06:00.003+02:00

Selamat Berpuasa Semua!!

Ramadhan kembali. semoga kita semua memanfaatkn bulan ini dengan sepenuhnya. and, yes, Exams over!! Yippie!! Mari pulang semua!! will update in malaysia iA. busy packing.. =)

ps : sory entry malas.hee

~nanaain

Study Leave

2010-07-22T14:24:00.003+03:00

'STUDY LEAVE'

hahaha.. and now the study leave has started. and we have 3 weeks to go before reaching MALAYSIA!!

Well, i believe that everyone of us has so much tense and pressure. haha. but yeah, sometimes u have to release it by having a break for 'some time' (i mean few minutes...not 1 or 2 hours okkk) haha.

And as usual, u can see the 'exam syndromes' in which there will be fb deactivation, twitter as well hahah, throwing off the laptop, and so much more. i wonder, are they going to study like 24 hours in a row. no, seriously. *im wondering*. for me, yes these things are distracting, but, cntrol urself, u need to have a break at least 10 minutes in each hour of studying. okay, everyone of us has different ways to release the pressure. hee

Relax. The brain need some space, and of course oxygen to work better. Stressing ur life and locking up urself wont make u feel better, it adds up the pressure that u already have. heee..

Thats all. just having a break. daa

Happy Studying People! =)

~nanaain

Musim Exam

2010-07-16T17:27:00.002+03:00

Owh Exams kembali.

Dan kebanyakan masa kita, duduk kat meja study je. Study berjam2 tak ingat apa. Ada yang tension tak beringat and ada yang rilek macam biasa. Yang macam mana kite nk? hahaha. Saya sendiri? hahaha...tension tak beringat tapi sekarang dah boleh control. =)

Time musim exam ni la macam2 timbul. Masalah rumah, hubungan dengan housemates agak tak okay (alhamdulillah saya dan housemate okay) , keadaan bilik yang agak 'sedap mata memandang', semua benda jadi serba tak kena..ahaha. And saya rasa, mungkin exam kali ini membawa tekanan yang agak besar kepada student2 tahun 4. tak ke?

Macam2 persoalan bermain difikiran ni..'agaknya soalan macam mana pulak keluar nnt ni?', 'nak focus kat mana satu ni?'

Memang diakui tahun 4 bukan lah senang and sememangnya agak mencabar. tetapi janganlah kita berputus asa. kegagalan tidak membawa apa2, hanyalah cabaran semata untuk kita lebih maju kehadapan. Tak macam tu ke?

Semoga kita semua dikurniakan kejayaan kali ini insyaAllah. Urus la diri sebaik mungkin, jaga lah hubungan kita dengan rakan2 sekeliling, kan lebih bagus =) , jangan tension2 (juga untuk diri sendri..haha) nnt syndrome2 tension datang. eg : ~~jerawat~~, hahahaha

Selamat Study rakan2 seperjuangan. terima kasih kepada yang sudi berkongsi nota2 yang sngat bermanfaat. tak sangka dah habis tahun 4 rupanya.heheh

~nanaain

The End

2010-07-13T18:47:00.002+03:00

yeayyyy..tomorrow will be our last day in tropical medicine course and also our last day in the 4th year.. =) alhamdulillah dah setahun rupenye berlalu.

Hows ur preparation for this becoming midterm? i can say that mine is all over the places. micro tah ke mana, para pun ingat tahun dulu2 je ILA x yh cakap la.hahaha TBL la paling best. The best TBL ever, i think. hehe..

Flash back during the first sem in the 4th year. haha. i can say that it was a shock for everyone. with our so little arabic knowledge and plus have to adapt with the clinical classes. and one day-one lecture trend for me was so melalaikan.hahaha.

Surgery and internal medicine - wish i could turn back time and make it right for the 2nd time. huu..

Ong - the best!

Pediatric - hmmm..okay la.

Ortho - owh i like!! kenapa lah 2 minggu jeeeeeee???? dr capito sgt best

Elective - the best experience in pharmacology ever

Tropical Med - Tabah lah hati mengharungi hari2 esp clinical round yang sangat lah 'menarik'

Tau2 je dah habis tahun 4 =) owh my. 2 years to go guys! and we still have time to score our 4th year with good results insyaAllah. usaha tangga kejayaan. Jom stdy tropical!

~nanaain

Friday

2010-07-09T21:52:00.003+03:00

Owh today is friday.

and i know, this will be my last happy friday...hehe. woke up happily and i did all the houseworks. ALL! hahaa..satisfied plus tired! hahaha. did my assignment which was soooo confusing and i was like...what shud i do?hahaha. so nervous for the presentation this sunday.huhu. Hopefully Dr Fatma will be in good mood..hhee

Well, got my semangat back! i think that semangat comes from many sources. so glad that ive found it. since exam is just around the corner..~

15/7 - tropical med midterm

19/7 - osce

22/7 - osce

Im so happy now. seriously. nikmat belajar itu sangat lah indah kalau kita betul2 ikhlaskan hati utk melakukannya. =) Called my family. owh feel so good...'sebulan je lagi nak balik, tahan laaa' my dad said. and yes nana, sebulan lagi, focus on ur finals.ok.there will be no happy friday anymore and lets struggle for the finals together!

34 days left. Owh i miss home so much.

p/s I realize something lately, difference can lead u to be a better person, and influence u in a good way... =)

~nanaain

2weeks

2010-07-04T19:31:00.004+03:00

2 weeks left for tropical medicine! yippie!

aaaa...but then there will be the osce exams, and FINAL! owh my...here comes mr final =)

i miss my family so much...

hoping for everything dimudahkan....amin.

~nanaain

Alhamdulillah

2010-06-30T20:47:00.002+03:00

Alhamdulillah. semangat yang hilang kini beransur ansur datang kembali. tanpa mengetahui kemane hilangnya semangat itu sebelum ini, terus melangkah dan meninggalkn phase yang dulu.

Lately terasa diri banyak berfikir. kenapa mcm ni? kenapa mcm tu? adakah ianya sesuatu yang mematangkn diri? atau utk mengenal erti kehidupan sebenar? setiap masa cuba mengenal diri sendiri dan mengenal pasti kelemahan diri ini. dimanakah silap itu? tiada usaha? belum capai tahap maximum? atau ada gangguan? susah nak jawab. ape yang pasti, ianya dari dalam diri sendri. mungkin terlalu berpuas hati dengan apa yang ada?

Tengok kiri kanan. Tekanan sana sini. dan kenapa mereka terlalu tertekan? hm. perlukah saya begitu juga? kenapa perlu? i have my own ways. tekanan mereka tempias sampai ke sini. uish. tekanan habis tu. bila pikir balik, kalau tekanan mcam tu, dapat apa? laju, tapi dapat semuakah? hmm...

Bermula dari situ, dapat idea utk merangka perjalanan selama 2 bulan terakhir. Perjalanan yang menjadi pilihan ini memerlukan kesabaran dan daya ketahanan yang kuat. Semoga diri ini lebih kuat dan tabah dalam mengharungi cabaran di hadapan. jangan terpesong! please.

I just dont like negative energy. go away from me, if u think that u have that kind of energy, please excuse me. =)

~nanaain

Third

2010-06-28T00:00:00.000+03:00

Quarter

Three months

92 days

2 208 hours

132 480 minutes

7 948 800 seconds.......

look the same. but they re not

......wishing that it will stop soon where the counter restarts, never stop again and last forever. =)

p/s : ( lepas tu? three. lepas three? four. lepas four? -u know the answer!-) =D

~nanaain

Tropical medicine

2010-06-23T05:37:00.000+03:00

tropical medicine? best ke? aaaa...bosan gile

erk? bosan sangat ke?

wohoo.. 5th day. everything is fine with tropical medicine. except for..hahaha..the clinical round. hahahaha.. hmm, but i think, im getting better in history taking. its not that im the one who always take the history, but yeah..atleast i know what to ask, related to the patient's condition. 2 jam boleh tahan lagi. 4 jam, adoi....i think i need a fully-conditioned hospital. demand gile!

and i heard that the library session (wtv =p ) dah dimansuhkan. yeayyyy..3 days balik awal! yipiee..well, its not that bad as what i heard from the other group. or maybe this is just the beginning? what ever it is, think positive! 50 days to go! yeayyy

~nanaain

Cinta

2010-06-13T21:03:00.000+03:00

tak tau nak kate ape.

Happy Birthday

2010-06-13T10:37:00.000+03:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANI HIDAYAH HASAN~!

bersame sunshine!

study molek

happy2 selalu..

jom balik msia..

thanks for everything

semoga awak happy dengan mek yah and.... hahahaha

sayang awk! muahx!

~nanaain

KSPians dinner

2010-06-11T16:26:00.000+03:00

done! hehe.. tahniah kepada shima yang berjaya menjadi pengarah, pengaturcara majlis dan juga mc mlm itu. sume die.hahaha.. 4 mc--> 1 mc only!

penat2 smlm, x sempat nak join game pun..huu..x pe la..memorable jugak.lg best kalau ust nazri ade skali.hehe.tgk slide show gamba2 tu..rindu la pulak. semua orang pun dah lain, dah besar. hehe =) dah boleh kawin dah =p

Apa2 pun tahniah kepada ajk2 yang terlibat dalam menjayakan majlis ni secara langsung dan tak langsung. tanpa mereka, x bergeraklah majlis ni. hee =)

bersama pengarah dan juga mc mlm tu.

ps : shima aku curi gamba ko. sebb ko yg lain kt camera aku cm best sgt je nk letak kt blog.hahaha..kang ramai yang nk amik gamba tu.hahaha

tak banyak pun gamba. sebb duk busy uruskan bende lain. good job girls~

okay, mari buat assignment clinical phrma yang x siap2 dr pukul 9 pagi td. sebabnye x de bnf ni!

~nanaain

Clinical Pharma

2010-06-07T14:50:00.000+03:00

Aha! one of the most wanted elective subject BEFORE the elective courses started i guess..

Okay, first of all my top three choices for elective course are
1. clinical pharma
2. assisted pulmonary
3. regional pain syndrome

haha. when i submitted the paper, i told pip ' aku nak clinical pharma gak. ko pastikan aku dapat. kalau x aku buat kaco kat ko mlm nnt ' hahaha..(bersunguh tu nak clinical pharma)

balik rumah, cam pk..regional pain mcm best je, ish harap2 dpt regional pain lah.. but thennnn..jeng jeng jeng...

Din announced the name for each course..he announced the regional pain and assisted pulmonary first..and my name wasnt on the list. and hah! i got clinical pharma. okay la. still happy.

Best sgt ke clinical pharma?

My answer : BEST! + Penat + Heavy

okay. first 3 days. CONGESTED! seriously. hahaha..our class starts at 8 and ends at 2.sharp! or maybe 2.10 hehe..and we only have 10 minutes of break.

Our schedule :
8-9 lecture
9-10 assignments (2 students)
10-12 clinical
12-2 group discussion

Well, from the schedule....'not that pack' BUT! it is packed. why? because during clinical session. there will be one or two patients and a doctor will tell u the patient's data and history and examination and evrythg excpt for the treatment which will be our task to decide what to prescribe to the patient. and this part isnt easy. seriously. we will be divided into 2 groups and each wth diff cases and we have to work together to decide the medications to be prescribed.

How to decide? How many drugs to be given? Groups of drugs. then which P-drug? why? compare in terms of efficacy, safety, suitability and cost. we decide the points on ourselves..and we have to do the presentation ON THE SPOT! yes. on the spot. hahaha. gile laaaa...

Then we will discuss the two cases in one session after both groups have finished. and most confusing part is, when the dr ask..why u give 4 pluses. why u give 2 pluses. why u choose this drug? hahaha. adoiii~

Overall. Im so into clinicalpharma eventhough it is very challenging. and yes u have to have a 24hr active brain to think. and a lots of reading. hehe..loving it!

So for second group. buat lah pilihan sebaiknya. kalau rasa nak kelas start lambat, balik awal...tolak clinical pharma awal2 ye.. mmg x de harapan langsung nak balik awal excpt frst day. sebb x de case. hehe

Jom study pharma~

~nanaain

Happy Birthday

2010-06-05T10:00:00.000+03:00

Happy 20th Birthday Izzad Izzuddin!!!

silelah belajar rajin2

jangan lah main game selalu sgt

sile kurangkan tido..hehehe

hahaha..okay laaaa

~ semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkn rezeki

~ semoga berjaya dunia akhirat =)

~ good luck exam final nnt, jgn study last minute. strt stdy skrg jugak! x leh malas2..mcm mana nak score kalau duk layan malas tu.

~ balik malaysia awal nnt jgn seronok2 sgt yeeee..hehehe..

~ semoga menjadi seorang anak yang soleh dan 'pemimpin' yang berjaya. =)

thanks for everythg. Happy Birthday!

~nanaain

Elective

2010-06-05T07:36:00.000+03:00

omg omg!

First day of elective! yeay..i got my first choice which is clinicalpharma! yippieee..

sedihnye dah habis ortho yg best! ortho sgt best okay korg. tp u have to focus during the lectures, because the doctors will be telling u things tht are not in the books or anywhere else. seriously. it helps me alot in my studies.

okay. Jom semangat elective pulak. =)

Thank You

2010-05-30T23:51:00.000+03:00

Thank you sgt2 kepada yang tolong angkat2 barang dr shatby ke camp caesar- girls and boys, naik atas x de lif, tgkat 6 pulak tu ( paling atas ok..hehe)..terharu sgt ramai yang sudi membantu walaupun dalam kesibukan nak exam ni, ade kelas mcm2 lagi, balik kul 3 lak, tapi still lagi dtg membantu.

Terima kasih juga kepada yang ada tadi, yg sy x perasan. tak sempat tgk muka dah balik. thanks. tapi rugi x mkn td..sedap..hehe ( bukan sy msk yeee..hehe) . mintak maaf la. tak tau kenapa barang banyak sgt, smp ade yang kata mcm barang 5 6 org.hahaha..dah 4 tahun okay.ngeee

Semoga dimudahkan segala urusan korang suatu hari nanti insyaAllah. =) and selamat berexam. esp kepada tulang belakang sy sepanjang minggu pencarian rumah ( u know who u r) thanks alot!!! x tau nak ckp mcm mane.. korg sgt2 helpful. =) syg korg!

Thanks again.

~nanaain

Out

2010-05-29T18:47:00.000+03:00

Moving out again!!! huhuhu

gonna miss shatby so much....esp with my gagahs!

wont be updating for 2 weeks (mcm x biase..haha)

waaaa....hate to move out! but i have to.

~nanaain

Owhortho!

2010-05-26T06:38:00.000+03:00

Orthopedics is fun!

Im loving it!

why? i dont know. sometimes i think that it is easy, but sometimes i think that it is somewhat difficult. but generally, u have to have a creative mind or shall i say imagination? fracture of the shaft of the femur. what will u do? simply nails and plates or maybe intramedullary nails according to the indications. simple!

But what if in the exams the question is like this..what is the management of a fracture?
steps2? errrr.... history, xray, according to the type of fracture, u decide to strt with conservative or surgical first..is it like this? still searching on ' how to answer clinical year questions correctly? ' hahaha.

okay. lets be realistic. this year is not a honey-moon year. yes! betul poknik cakap. heee.. we excluded some of the small2 topics in pathology during preclinical year..but during clinical year...u have to know almost everything. Dont be an exam oriented student but instead be the medical students supposed to be.

(nana ain sila bangun dari tido!)

still cant believe it that im already in the fourth year. okay. semangat day-5 ortho!

i love medicine. but loving only cannot guarantee u an A in the exam, u must have the feels and attitude of being a doctor, enthusiasm, perseverance and positive-mind. Jom jd doctor yg berjaya. insyaAllah. aminn

~nanaain

Diskriminasi

2010-05-20T16:30:00.001+03:00

haha! tajuk cm best. haha. mmg sy suke cakap sal topic ni. and maybe some of you guys tak pernah lagi dengar sy membebel sal bende ni...tak de lah, ni luahan hati semata2.

Dari sekolah lagi, kite mesti ade gang2 kan. dah ade best friends, our own clicks and watever la. So dlm gang2 ni, we share almost everything and plus we do have something in common. Contohnye, minat boy bands, music, arts, shopping, fashion...etc. nak ade friendship bangle la ape la. Ade certain times, semangat grouping ni melampau2 la pulak, tapi x de la sampai melampau mengganggu orang kan mcm kdg2, nak pilih org2 tertentu dlm gang tu la ape la. tapi ye la, kecik2 biase la tu.

Masalah bile dah besar2 ni ade jugak yang macam tu. nak gelak pun ade, rase annoyed pun ade. Okay la, x kesah korg nak ade gang mcm gagah best ke ape ke. (dah mmg kiterg click. nak buat mcm mane). Gagah2 pun, kiterg okay je ngn sume orang =). Bile dah besar2 ni, lagi besar la organisasi..persatuan, kelab. Bile organisasi besar2 mcm ni selalunye terbuka kepade semua orang, ye la, bende2 baik ni, x kan utk org2 tertentu je.

Cntohnye: kelab bola jaring utk orang yang pandai main sahaja! tak pandai main x leh masuk. ( abis tu cmne org x pandai nak jadi pandai)

Cntoh lagi : kelab o&g hanya utk org yang gempak o&g, kalau jawab exam mcm ape aritu, jangan harap la! ( mcm mane org2 yang x gempak mcm korg nk jd gempak kalau korg x bg die peluang nak cuba..tah2 korg pun nasib je..haha)

Persatuan2 ke kelab2 ni untuk org belajar something jugak!

Maka, wujud nya orang2 yang mcam ni la yng mmbuatkn org sekeliling ni rase mcm ' tah pape nye dierg ni '. walaupun ape yg mereka buat ni bende baik, terpuji dan segalanya, tapi bile dierg ade attitude mcm ni, sorry la..x pandang pun. Kita tak boleh rase die ni bukan macam kite, x leh trime die. ish, ade ke mcm tu. patut ke? Memang bagus dierg nye attitude ni sume..and ye la nak bawak kebaikan and nak ajak org2 lain buat kebaikan..bagus la tu. cuma silap nye, sebelum orang luar boleh diterima masuk, ade syarat2 tertentu ni! tak leh mcm ni, x leh mcm tu. hmmm.

Hello. Kalau nak seseorang tu berubah, biar la die berubah dengan sendrinye, x yh la nk arah2 kn org nk brubah. bende tu buat org pandang slack skit la ngn golongan2 ni. Korg tnjuk kan la bende2 yang baik korg buat ni, terima la kedatangan org2 baru ni, biar la die ni pki skirt pendek paras lutut ke ape, kalau die brminat..ape salahnye. mana tau kalau die diterime, die rase terharu and sikit2 die akn dengan sendri nye sedar bende tu, and mule berubah, kan bagus kalau setiap perubahan tu dtg dr dlm diri seseorang tu drpd kite yg arah kn die utk berubah, Betul ke tidak?

Tak paham betul la care mereka2 ni. sy rse, wpun sy ni x de la perfect mcm tu..tapi saya boleh lagi pk..mungkin ade care yang lebih baik kite nak ajak org kearah kebaikan. dengan cara, tunjuk attitude yg betul..kalau nk discriminate org mngikut kategori2 tu, sorry la. tah pape kot. macam la bagus sangat. saya sendri rase je perubahan ni slow..tapi bukan dengn org tgur pape, tapi sy sendri yg terase nk berubah. sangat puas hati bile kite buat smtg dengan sendrinye. and sy rse, ade je rakan2 yang sangat supportive. yes. and sy suke care dierg ni. =)

Ni nk tgur tu nk tgur ni. nak ikut care korg 100% x leh la. lek laa..kite sume dtg dr background yg lain2..Mungkin care korg dibesarkn mcm ni, mngkin dierg mcm tu. Bagi la mase. tunjukkan la attitude yang elok. Terima je la sape2 yang nk join korg ni. Ke mmg ade syarat nk join pape ni? cm ade pape ukuran yang perlu dibuat ke?ukur size kasut ke? labuh baju? ( Mngikut pengalaman seorang rakan). Ade jugak yang org2 luar ni nk join jugak kelas2 agama ni ke ape ke. Die bermnat tapi die ni bukan dr golongan2 ni.. Die mintak tolong bebrape rakan kalau ade kelas pape lg, bgtau la. die nk join. Tapi ade ke dierg ni bgtau?? tak de..tau2 semalam ade klas. adoi laa...and btw, sy x nk join pun (sape nk ajak pun..hahaha). cume dgr2 cte dierg ni mcm ni..hahaha..tak mo la. baik be neutral.

Kite ni semua berbeza sgt ke? Teruk sgt kah org2 luar yg bukan mcm korg tu? Nak tgk org berubah kearah kebaikan, buat la dengan cara berhemah. sesungguhnya itu lah yg paling mujarab. =) stop judging! Korang tak tau pun ape yang org tu sebenr2nye nak. Mungkin die tak de kekuatan, atau support. who knows. haha. Peace y'all.

Selamat menerima rakan2 baru. Marilah bersama2 berubah kearah kebaikan dengan penuh keikhlasan dan terima lah setiap org itu seadanya, tunjuk kan contoh yang baik, dengan cara yang berhemah. Semua org sama disisi Allah.

Hapus kan sistem diskriminasi yang sangat mengiritasikan ini !! peace. the end. hahaha

orthopedic!! here i comee...

~ nanaain

Awesome

2010-05-20T16:23:00.000+03:00

So the exams over! Its time to move on and lets not think about our o&g osce exam. Okay people, next time, just read watever is written on text book okay, since everything will come out in the exam no matter what wether u've studied it before or not. and yeay..thats awesome! =)

-starting to worry bout the final exam-

ps : ice cream!

nanaain

Priority

2010-05-15T20:55:00.001+03:00

Alhamdulillah..result dah keluar. and yes, it wasnt that good, ..but i know how much effort that i gave last time..so, i accept it as it is and totally okay with it. Cuz im coming back and looking for what ive lost before.

Now focusing on my pediatric and o&G exams. =) Hope this will be a good start and insyaAllah it will end with a good one as well. For those who have made it, congratulations. keep it up guys. And for the rest, there will always a space for improvements. Believe in urself. If others can do it, why cant you. Its just the matter of time and how u deal with it.

Thanks to Kak Fariez and Hani for making my day. I love u both forever. =)

ps : hey you. im gonna prove ure wrong.

Okay jom study!

~nanaain

Wishlist!

2010-05-07T14:56:00.000+03:00

Coach Sydney Leather Shoulder Flap

one word : vintage. hehe..
i likeee it very much... can i have one please.

Tawar Hati

2010-05-07T12:55:00.000+03:00

Pernah tak korang cm saba je dengan seseorang ni sampai tahap korang dah jadi tawar hati sangat2. mesti pernah kn? Well, rasenye ade kot orang yang perasan that ive changed a lil bit. yes. maybe. not maybe. memang pun.

Macam mane nak heal? memang x leh kot. so, its better for me to keep quiet and do my own things. I dont mess with other people stuff or activities. As long as im happy, then i'll be fine with it. Enough for me to deal with those yang x tau nak appreciate others and tau amik kesempatan je.

Hahaha emo gile entry ni. tak la.ni luahan perasaan yang dah lame terbuku di hati ni, tak tau nak cakap kat sape je. saya jenis suka simpan. ye, memang betul. Entry ni tak ditujukan kepada sesape. hanya luahan hati semata. Tutup cerita. Bye. Study.

ps : x suke orang malas! =p

~nanaain

Study

2010-05-05T21:44:00.000+03:00

Okay. Exam nak dekat. Sila la study wahai nana ain! ke mane2 saje study,setiap mase study. Ulat Buku sekejap. *hypnotized*

Dah lama jugak la x update blog ni. For the past few weeks, were busy with some other things yang lebih penting dr blog ni. and now, free la sikit but still..busy studying for the exams of course, cuma having a few minutes break for a while. ngeheee

Yes! makin semangat gi kelas. datang awal, committed, and still suka balik awal.hahaha..suka clinical year sekarang sebab rase mcm doctor betul dah. unfortunately, dealing with egyptian people can be very very very stressful. (Lesson : belajar cakap arab awal2! okay.)

Realized that no matter how good u were in ur pre clinical year, it doesnt mean that u can be that 'good' in clinical year. It needs perseverance. So, nak jadi rajin? Jom blaja sama2. mulakan dengan 3 jam sehari untuk study. sikit2 lama2 jadi lama.heheh. and of course knowing ur sleep pattern can be vry helpful in order not to disturb ur normal daily cycle. pick ur 'most efficient time' so that u can get the most out of it. =)

Okay jom study.!

ps : yeay, ice cream!thank you L.

~nanaain

Finished

2010-05-01T17:58:00.000+03:00

Yeayyy...at last..KSPCI 2010 dah habis!

Boleh get back on track balik dahh.. Tahniah kepada yang berjaya. Rumah Biru Lord Sapphire. and kepade RED DRAGON, ape yang penting, semangat and kerjasama! yeayy..sayang korang sume! ASZA AZIA HEBAT! hehe..kami berbangga dengan anda.Tahniah!. Sarawak mari okayyy.. =D

sedih x dpt g balba...huhuh..luka di jari menghalang saya utk makan mcm naga2 yang lain..lagi2 shima sudey.hahahaha..tak pe..kite g la lain kali..dengan aku lak.hehe..

Okay rakan2. sukan dah habis, ape lagi, STUDY LAAAAA... exam 2 minggu lagi!

jom study!

~nanaain

Happy Birthday

2010-04-18T20:43:00.001+02:00

Happy Birthday to my beloved MAMA!!

I LOVE U SO MUCH! thanks for everythg =) x saba nk balik malaysia ni ..ehe

...and also to my lovely girl friend who shares the same date with my mom

Happy Birthday ,miss Nyssa.

semoga dimurahkan rezeki. =) thanks for the invitation this evening. good luck babe! muahx! jom boling and arcade.outing please! hehe

~nanaain

Futsal

2010-04-14T22:33:00.000+02:00

Alhamdulillah.

satu-satunya perkataan yang keluar dari mulut sebaik saja habis game final. Kenapa sy still happy wpun no 2? sebb masuk final pun dah bersyukur sangat2 dah.Memang tak sangka la sampai ke final team ni. Team yang baru ditubuhkan. Hasil usaha (yeke?) dan doa rakan2 lagi.

Semoga kita dapat memperbaiki lagi segala kelemahan yang ada. Mungkin dah x de rezeki nk menang emas satu lagi kan. x pe la, ape yang penting, kite main happy happy and kalah menang tu dah ditentukan. Try harder next time. =)

Trime kasih kepada rakan2 yang non stop memberi semangat di kala semangat nak main gila2 down sebab dah penat sgt main sukan2 selama sebulan sampai berat badan turun 5kg. adoiii. Especially to Liza, Kak Fariez and Baiti of course =)

To my teammates : Baiti, Asza, Ezza, Kak Fatin, Kak Nana, Paan. Congrats!!! Tak sangka kite smp ke final. Next time tiap2 minggu kita main futsal suka2..best kn.. disamping menguatkn lagi team kite!! balik msia masuk tournament r jom...haha..kot2 ade rezeki lagi ke.hahaha..

Yang paling penting. kami main clean. =) and the game ended very smoothly. Itu yang kite mahu..nice game babes! really it was.

Sorry guys, tiada emas tambahan buat masa ni..huuuu...bile pikir balik, soon i will miss this team. like how i miss my netball team. rindu netball!! huhu

Okeh. sambung training. and kene study.

Iz : Its ok. mungkin x de rezeki lg kot time ni. who knows next time. ure still the best. =)

~nanaain

Terkilan

2010-04-06T19:37:00.002+02:00

Semalam match netball yang dah lame dinanti2kan..semi final and final. kedua2 team merah masuk semi final. Congrats girls =) u guys the best. Terkilan dengan game semalam. Tak tau la kenapa. Salah kami ke?Kami ade buat silap ke mase game?

Bola terkeluar sebb org terlanggar patut dpt kat kite kn?kenape dierg dpt?penah x korg terpikir? =) hehe..Allah itu Maha Besar. Tak pe. No 2 pun ok kan? hehe.. Kekalahan yang bukan disebabkan kami x reti main. Satisfied and x puas la main netball.maybe next time kite boleh main lg kn ? hehe..

Amanah itu penting dalam melaksanakan tugas yang dipertanggungjawabkan. Saya tak rase kami kalah. =) kepade rumah merah yang lain.sorry sgt bagi korg harapan nk dpt emas. sume pun nampak kan we worked hard for it. rezeki x menyebelahi kite. x pe girls..lain hari mungkin rezeki kite. we play clean, we judge clean. play professionally

Segalanya berakhir di sini.mari lah kite same2 berlapang dada. Kite sume pun x perfect kn? Salah silap mintak dimaafkn. Klau saya ade tersilap semase menjadi refree, sorry sgt2.. Mungkin x cukup bertauliah nk jd ketua ref lg kot..hehe..semoga kite dpt merapatkn ukhuwah sesame kite..sepertimana objektif diadakan sukan ini. No hard feelings dah kot lepas ni.

Dah x de rezeki, nk wt mcm manee.. hehe.. tahniah kepada RUMAH BIRU johan netball tahun ini..(hanun...belanje!). next time leh main sesame lg kn.. =)

Dont worry rumah merah sekalian...shooters paling hot rumah merah ok..hehehe. (perasan..sedapkn hati)

~nanaain

Interesting!

2010-03-28T18:02:00.000+02:00

well well...it has been 2weeks since we started our ObGyn block..getting more interesting i can see. BUT! how can i fell asleep during class this afternoon? hahaha..owh no! no no no..that is bad! u shudnt sleep during ur class nana!

Today, class finished at 130pm! yeayyy..then went to labour room. 'waahhh...ramai beranak arini'..haha..when i entered the room, there was this process of stitching....of what..im not sure. vagina? huhu..u can see how bad they treat their patient here. The patient has to walk from the waiting room into the labour room while they were in pain..pity them..seriously..

Im not very sure how bout labour in malaysia.but i heard it is wayyy better than egypt. OBVIOUSLY. hahaha..kat malaysia, mane ade masukkan tangan dlm uterus nak keluarkan placenta. Our doctor told us that, only in EGYPT. haha..see! its not safe. it might introduce any infection from the doctor's hand into the uterus. and then the mother suffers, not the doctor!

So doctors, be careful, think of ur patient safety as well, not only urs. maybe in some cases..like really difficult cases, yeah..maybe it might be needed..but of course try to avoid it. Plus..painful!!!!!!!!!!! see the mother screamed make me feel like urgh..i cant stand it.huhuhu..just imagine..stitching the genital area..huuuu..

Hargailah jasa-jasa ibu kita. Susahnye melahirkan kite dan membesarkan kite yg sememangnye banyak kerenah dan mengade2..haha. Pernah x terbayang, mcm mane mak korang dulu mase melahirkan korg..sekarang dah besar panjang..lepas tu, x ikut ckp mak kite..degil, melawan..ish2..x baik..sayangilah ibu anda.balik lah malaysia tiap2 tahun! jom balik..rindu mama n papa. nak makan ikan bawal sweet sour mama masak! sedapppppp~lapa!

okay.nak masak.

~nanaain

Injured

2010-03-22T16:34:00.000+02:00

huhuhu..last friday ade match futsal.ni utk kelayakan ke quarter..so, every batch hanta 4 teams..and distributed randomly into 4 groups consist of another 3 teams from the other year. wahaha..with not enough training and lazy s after the exam. and only last night practice which was held for only 1.5 hour! all the 4 teams were sent for the match!

Urghh..woke up at 645 in the morning..that was wayyyyy tooooo early for 'baru habis exam period'. Futsal punye pasal, x pe la..have to be there at 7, but unfortunately..me n nisa arrived there 740..hahah. we were a bit late..yeah but not that late..the game didnt start yet. haha

So the first game started, and i was like...nervoussss...~

Hah! we won the first game with 1-0 against the blue team..0-0 against green team and 1-0 against yellow team! yeayyy..that means, we were the champ for the group. congratulation girls =)

Despite the glory that we had...my toe was painful, so the last game i couldnt run fast..then when i got back home..jeng jeng jeng SUBUNGUAL HEMATOMA! again?? oh noo.. im so afraid. seriously. my frst time, when i was in form 4 after marathon (2nd place! wee). eventhough ive been through this condition before, still i couldnt help myself to accept this for the 2nd time.

I dont know what to do..im so afraid. what my concern is that i have another games next week..how am i going to play with my toenail swollen! huhu..

Yesterday, went to the doctor. and asked him,

'can i play sport with this nail?? '
'yes, u can. yeayy..but if it is painful, u have to stop..'. huhuhu...

The doctor prescribed to me, reparil tablet which is anti-swelling, anti-inflammatory and catafast. ubat banyak nye...adoi..

Hopefully it will heal by next week, aminnn. so that i can compete! hehe..well, thats it i guess. and yeah, for my girls..my futsal teammates, netball teammates..we have a lots of training to do okay..so dont be lazy.. and good luck for upcoming games =)

~nanaain

Break

2010-03-19T22:50:00.000+02:00

One day Break!

Wohoo..final exam dah habis! Internal medicine was okay. Not as bad as surgery's paper. But okay la. So, we ended our final semester with a smile..but still deep down inside..im afraid of the result!But nevermind, lets free our mind with sports day! yeayyy. Rumah MERAH boleh!! semangat sukan ni..tomorow futsal! good luck girls.. =)

Tapi cuti x cukup! i need a some rest pliz..huuu.zzzzz

~nanaain

No Comment

2010-03-15T20:21:00.000+02:00

How was ur exam? No comment. =)

It was HARD. HARD. never thought that it will be this hard. Gosh. Its like, u didnt read anything at all for the past few weeks. Not just that the written part was hard but also the MCQ! which most of us expect that it will be easy so we can score that paper. But unfortunately, its not what u think.

Maybe, care sy blaja for the past 3 years, dah x leh pakai utk clinical year. So, i have to change! Change!! Anyone from the 4th year, sapa yg boleh jawab exam tadi? boleh interview skitt??cmne korg study? huhuhu..Pliz, i really need some tips.

Why is it so hard? huuuu..Orang2 di luar sana, x yh la amik medic kalau korang x minat, kalau sebab parents korg suruh ke ape..amik medic, sebab korg sendiri nak.. seriously, SUSAH. pre clinical boleh la nk score dgn 'kertas warne terbang2', tp clinical, u have to work very very very very HARD. not just that..but to commit!...jgn ponteng kuliah, jgn tido dlm kuliah. Adoi..nasihat utk diri sendiri dan utk yg lain.

Ambil iktibar dengan ape yg berlaku.serious exam susah.

Saye akn berubah! Utk buat yang lebih baik mase akn dtg! insyaAllah..doakan kejayaan bersame =) aminn

~nanaain

Lizzie!

2010-03-10T00:00:00.000+02:00

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY NORLIZA!!

semoga bahagia selalu and sile masakkn nasi jagung nnt.haha..syg awk!

and kepade semua, good luck finals..study jgn x study.. =) walaupun nak gila study, tapi usaha mesti diteruskan. 2 minggu lagi, and kami exam-free. yeay sukan time! weeee! Rumah MERAH..mari2 bersukan, naikkan lagi nama batch. =D

~nana ain

OSCE

2010-03-05T18:38:00.000+02:00

Yesterday we had an OSCE and the day before was radiology exam. haha..Radiology boleh pulak nampak mcm batman kt slide foetus.hahaha..adoi..mmg x leh lupe la.. the dr said ' okay, the last one, and this one is normal'..i was like..'haa???ape ni..mcm batman je' haha..Luckily i saw the foetus! hahah..

Alhamdullilah ive finished those 2 papers with a smile..insyaAllah. I was so nervous for the osce exam.it reminds me of OSCE exam during surgery. it was horrible. not that bad, but still not to my limit that i can say it is okay.

Arab tetap arab, they said it will be at 8 in the morning.but! the first group started at 9 plus? urgh. my group was the last one to be examined and it was 12 noon! what?? I couldnt read anythg that time. and i was sitting there trying to recall the imporatant points for clinical.

Nervous! we entered the small room and it was crowded! 10 beds and 10 doctors plus the 10 of us.imagine that?okay.my frst station was Rheumatoid case. haha..ni serious lawak. dah la nervous tak terkate.i was shaking and i hold my hand so that the dr couldnt see tht im nervous.lol. The question : Examine the hand. Inspection was good. Palpation? haha..i couldnt find any nodule on the hand. 'u see there at her little finger, is there any nodule?' i go back to the patient.. 'wth??asal ade! hahaha' then the dr just like smile to me and i giggled.haha.

And not to make that mistake again. the other stations went very well =) a huge smile on my face for the day. eventhough there are few questions that i stuck at, but i know i did my very best and im satisfied with it. yeay. alhamdulillah. Now i have to focus on my next papers.

Distractions-free period please.

~nanaain

Travel

2010-02-23T17:25:00.000+02:00

Im back! and the school already started..the trip was fun but of course there will always be some flaws aite..but never mind, the trip has taught me a lot. A LOT! yeah..haha..(was that supposed to be ' ' ??) ahaha..

Italy

i loveeeee the ice cream!

beautiful venice

yummy pizza

Geneva

i love it!

Liverpool

London

the best so far..!

i wishhhh to go to London again next time. I love the place.esp Hyde Park very calming, i can go there and study my internal medicine with peace.hehe. My next vacation will be MALAYSIA! im coming home guys..i miss my family so much! esp my brothers and sisters..cant wait for August to come!

Owh and the exam will be next week. jeng jeng jeng. here comes the nightmare..and yeah, gtg. study time! sorry for the short entry.maybe next time i'll post something on traveling tips.maybe.haha..

~nanaain

HAPPY HOLIDAY!

2010-02-03T14:40:00.001+02:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY!!

yeayy..done with with my assignments and classes =p haha..and now i can fly to europe with a big smile..BUT! errr...something is waiting for me after the holidays..The EXAM!!! waaa...guess i have to bring along some of my notes and books..well, at least i can study with a peaceful mind.. (hopefully!)

Im flying this friday..yeay! excited..but something pull me back.. my charger lost! AND that means i have to find a new one which is obviously hard here...and consequently..to search for another camera =( help mee... huhuh

Now lets start packing!!!

Paan...

2010-01-28T10:00:00.000+02:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAAN!

semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkn rezeki. =p da de calon nk nnt, jgn lupe bgtau aku. hehe..tp jgn kawen awal, aku memerlukn ko..nnt klu ko kawen awal, laki ko x bg ko kluar..nnt jrg2 aku rase masakn ko.. heee..bday, bday jugak.. netball mlm ni ok..hehe.. sygggg kt ko.

Blue

2010-01-23T22:05:00.000+02:00

woot...see! new layout!..but i think the previous one was somewhat better i guess.but never mind..trying something new and refreshing..erkk? hehe..

Well, it seems that the fourth year students will be having 'honeymoon' yeah..? because the finals will be in march! yeayy..But that doesnt mean u can skip the lectures and classes okay..no no no.. (pesanan untuk diri sendri jugak). The lazy-ness..my god...'inseparable' relationship with the comforter' =p ..

Trying to get back on track..realizing that im far behind the class due to some flawss during the journey that ive already ended it. Cant wait for the trip! I really need a break..god please give me strength..Semangat gi kelas! tak nak ponteng dah..hehe

Latest! Kejohanan sukan PCI..hehe..semangat sukan..yeayy..and the gagahs dah bangkit dr kemalasan and kuar dr sarang masing2! i miss u guys a lot! so much.. remember the time we had together few years back =) makan and sukan gather us all back together..And for the rest of rumah merah, jom turun ramai2..(hahaha..cm klaka je ckp cmni)..

Okay enough for today. sok g lecture ok rakan2! =)

~nanaain

New Day

2010-01-16T20:31:00.000+02:00

The exam is over! It was good actually..not bad but not that excellent i can say. and guess what! Im going to have a longgggg vacation or maybe a 'break' hehe..europe and UK!! yippiee...i need a break from everythg. studies, life, everythg that makes me miserable..

from the 5th of feb to 17th feb..cant wait..theres nothing else that i should think about..i mean the exam..hehehe..so now, focusing on my becoming trip..yeayy..omg..i think i have to go for now..sorry for the short one..will continue later.because i have an assignmnt to do. *wink*daa

~nanaain

Future

2010-01-13T22:19:00.000+02:00

Be strong Nurliyana Ain.

december

2009-12-26T18:14:00.000+02:00

i guess this entry shud be posted earlier..but since i dont have much time on writing this, i postponed this post..Well, guess what...by end of this month, we have to MOVE OUT! yeah..that's right..It wasnt our tuan rumah who told us that but instead our bawab and makcik tu yg bgtau. They help us to find a house in this building because they dont want to let us go..since we r so nice to them..hahaha..ye ke?

Then yesterday, we went to see the house at the 2nd floor in this building as well..with the owner of the house..they are so nice =) and we decided to take the house considering that its totally worth it i guess..and the matter of safety as well.

And lastly, thanks to my friends..hehe..my birthday!! was a blast.. =) thank you all..u know who u r.. Love u guys.. especially the last minute surprise..hani, liza, kak fariez and nisa =) jadi jugak kn..hehe..muahx!

~ nana ain

Kawan

2009-12-16T06:33:00.000+02:00

Kawan ni org yg selalu ada dengan kite susah senang..sepatutnya la..ye la..skrg ni..kawan makan kawan pun ada kan..tergerak hati nak menulis pasal kawan. Apakah nilai seorang kawan kepada kita? Sanggupkah kita sacrifice smtg yang kita nak..semata2 untuk kawan kita? Mampukah kita menjaga hati kawan kita setiap masa?

Well, mungkin most of us akan jawab senang je..boleh..tp hakikatnya? mampukah? Pikir2 kan lah balik. Contoh la..yang paling senang skali.. Sampai hati tak korang nk amik ex-boyfie kawan korg sebagai boyfie korg? hahahaha..hati dah terpaut sume pun kita lupe kan? Yang kita pikir, hati kita? hati kawan mcm mana? time ni la korg x ingat..x kesah dia ni kawan ke tak..semata2 mndapatkn seseorang.. kan? bagus la kalau tak..tapi kalau ye tu? ish,..sanggup hilang kawan?x patut..

Apa yg kawan2 korang penah buat utk korg dulu..hargai lah..mgkin suatu hari dulu, sy sndri pernah terlupa..tapi sy cuba betulkn sume tu balik..and alhamdulilah..bila kita cube menerima sesuatu tu, benda tu x akan mnganggu kita pun..kan2?Masa senang, cari bf, mase ssah? gaduh ngn bf? cari sape?kawan kan? kita ni..biar lah susah senang bersma..Ni bila susah baru nak cari kawan2..terasa la hati diorang kan..kalau kena kt kita..suke x?

Biar lah hilang apa2 pun jangan hilang kawan..sebab suatu hari nanti bila kita ditimpa kesusahan..kawan la yang akn datang membantu..time ni..diorang x kn pk pun ape yg korang dah penah buat kt diorang dulu..hargailah kawan2 kita selagi mereka masih bersama kita =)

p/s : x de kene mngene dengan yg hidup atau mati.. *peace

Exam

2009-12-08T10:04:00.000+02:00

Exam mode : ON

Written exam, practical, and clinical...what???? dah macam final exam! And my big problem is study from the ppt. That is so inconvenient since i prefer something handy and it would be easy for me to write down little notes or watever. dont u think so? Like it or not, i have to! Because the exams are like next week..Im so nervous for the oral exam..which wil include the operative sessions..... (urgh...repair..tension free...mesh..bassini...stoppa) huhu.. But with some management of the notes..insyaAllah dapat sume =) positive thinking..hehe.

Jom study!

Eid

2009-11-27T14:11:00.000+02:00

Holidays have just started, then i can sit back and relax my mind from everything. And not to forget, gonna spend some little precious time for my oh-so-thick medical books! ;-)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil-adha to all! For this year raya haji, beraya di alex! yeayyy.. first day of raya..it was exciting and tiring. well, the day started at 8..

8- beraya di azarita! mengenyangkan...thx tuan rumah..yg membantu kami survive utk next majlis..heheh

9++- arrive at the hall. It was gile crowded. Thought that we were late..but ramai lagi rupenye..hehe

at the hall, ade persembahan and games as well as lucky draw...which x bernasb baik langsung..hehe

12- balik rumah and makan nasi ayam...errrr...antah??noooo...kenapekah? nasib baik dah mkn kt azarita td..mmg gile penyelamat!

2- beraye di rumah tn hj Idris.. makan sedap!!! kuah kacang, nasi impit, lontong, ayam masak merah!

seterusnye..menghabiskn mase di rumah tn hj idris smp pukul 7..tgk nur kasih episode terakhir...sedihhhh!! tp best! =)

Akhirnye, hari ni..best! thanks my dearest friends for the time tht we spent together..muahx!

~nanaain

At last!

2009-11-23T21:29:00.000+02:00

At last.. i got the chance to update my blog. since our internet went off for 2 weeks..that was horrible terribly boring..haha..Well, updates! Passed my ICDL test with style..yeah! and currently..counting days and hours for holiday..cant wait for it..but too bad..the exam will be after the holidays..huhuhu..sokayy..leh stdy! yeayy..got some work to do..will update with much better entry. ;)

~nanaain