Stable

currently building a base to settle down. Its hard to catch up everything that u have left behind. but never mind. worth my time =)

ps : tak pernah serik =p

Left

I know its not right to leave when it has reach its climax. But i couldnt stand any longer. From one, thinks like a boss, and another one, being pushy and annoying. I wasnt the one who left first. U know, they were like being awkward towards me, and talk to me like we were strangers before. Hello?? what is going on at that moment?? Does 'it' change u to be like this? Boasting around about 'it'. I dont care man. seriously.

If it wasnt u texted me and ignited me, i wouldnt be like this. I choose to leave. Yes, say whatever u want to say, judge whatever u want to judge. Cuz i had enough of getting rid of these things out of my life. Ive found new life, free one. An environment that doesnt influence me towards something that i am not ready yet. U dont need to understand anything, as it is very very very hard to talk about this with you, and i have left those since 6 months ago, so..im over it.

I dont want to get involve in things that i shudnt be in right now. =) True or not, doesnt matter anymore cuz it should be directed to u. And so the story ends.

Change

Everyone of us must at least have a lil bit of the 'desire' to change. But not all of us succeed in doing so. In order to change, there are few things that we need to sacrifice. Not just that, it might break other people's heart (maybe?).

To avoid the latter, I try to find another solution, unfortunately, it wont work. Yeah. So how? To bare with it and be patient. Nothing can be done. Sigh. Hate to be in this situation. Moga satu hari doaku dimakbulkan. =)

Doctor

Counting days/weeks/months left before i graduated from this medical school. Its a yeay? Nah. Its the real challenge out there. 6 years, so are we prepared to be a doctor? Are we brave enough to decide things on our own? Are we confident enough to prescribe medications? and of course, are we competent enough?

Looking on the previous results, most will say, no. WHY?? because u didnt score in the previous exam? No! u shouldnt take ur exam results as the parameter for ur competency. Thats not it! Seriously. Malaysian students are so exam oriented, very much. Exams are like a ticket to ur next destination. U passed, u proceed to the next stage.

U got an A, ure a genius, ure the best. Thats it? haha. This is what have been implemented among Malaysians since we were in kindergarten. Dont u think so? Ive seen few students, they have ups and downs in their exams, but in class and in real life, brilliant! MasyaAllah. hebatnya die ni.

Also they are few with good results, but in the class, passive, they dont even remember what have been taught in the previous years. Whats up with ur grades man? They worked hard to score good grades, but they forgot to work hard to be a good doctor with good knowledges.

But yeah, any application would require us to attach the previous exams' result. What to do. hehe.

In our final year, i can clearly see who can be a great doctor, eventhough their results were average, i wish i could have half of their brain! =)

' Untuk melahirkan individu-individu yang berjaya dalam hidup tidak hanya bergantung kepada jumlah A yang mereka kumpul ' i quoted this from a site that i accidentally found

=)


ps: saya x suka exam duduk kt belakang tu. =(

2-0-1-1

Alhamdulillah. we r almost to the end of 2011. and currently in my final semester! FINAL SEMESTER!! and when we graduate from medical school, our name have just changed forever. what does that mean? BURDEN! and at that point, u shudnt make any mistake. NONE!

people learn from their mistakes. dont be afraid to make a mistake in ur medical school life cause eventually u will learn something and remember the mistake that u did in the past, so not to repeat it again. dont u think so? ;)

That is what im trying to apply in my final year. Hahaha. i know its too late, but better late than never ryte? i have never been so focused before. i admit that.. =p but now im all focused with my final year and my future.

My environment has actually affect how i think and keep me focused in everything i do. so much! and im so happy right now. Happy for what i am. I dont want to get affected or involved with things that i shudnt get involve in at the moment. No pressure is needed from anyone of u right now. =)

Few plans are coming up after i complete my studies. hopefully it will go as what i have planned (insyaAllah). countdown? nahh..maybe later =p


~nanaain

ps : mission : dont skip classes. *i wish*

Let the pictures speak for itself

happy 23rd birthday, Qiqi!

happy 23rd birthday, Azreen!

the you-know-who's style =p

with love

2 celebrations compiled in one entry. Never thought the 'bluebirdthingy' can unite us together. One of the reasons why i will miss Alexandria. Thank you for everything loves.

~nanaain

ps : alhamdulillah. happy.

credit : nadia zaharah, and fari

Dhana~

at dhana &joe's house

first meeting

Welcome to Egypt, Dhana. =)

ps : short.